In this episode I speak of the difficulties after trauma.   The musings of someone experiencing yet another dark night of the soul.  And I come to the realization (remembering) that it starts again with gratitude.

(But I make a big boo-boo.  I say "entropy" when I mean "thermodynamics."  I'll edit that someday...)

Charlie is a peacock who appeared to me two months ago in my backyard.  As you will hear, Charlie came after I prayed to my Guru, Gurumayi Chidvilasanada, who used peacock feathers to bless us as we bowed to her.  I spent many years in her Ashram, and I had a great connection to this Master. 

This episode is about the power of prayer.  I had been so despondent, filled with despair.  I prayed to Gurumayi for help, and she sent a peacock to me.  You will hear about this in the following episode.