That was the question I heard at church this week, and honestly... I couldn't stop thinking about it.

Behind the smiles, work, school, marathon training, and everyday life, I found myself quietly battling overthinking, loneliness, and questions about the future. Then God led me to Numbers 21, where one simple command changed the way I saw everything:

Look and live.

In this episode, I share how God reminded me that it's easy to become so focused on our fears, goals, and unanswered questions that we forget His faithfulness. Maybe peace isn't found when every problem disappears. Maybe it begins when we lift our eyes back to Jesus.

If you've ever felt like you were carrying a battle that nobody else could see, I hope this episode reminds you that you're not alone.

Scripture:

•  Numbers 21:4–9 
•  John 3:14–15 
•  Matthew 11:28

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After my mom asked why I would spend money to run a marathon, I started asking myself a deeper question: Why do I keep chasing dreams?

Between a 72-hour work week, exams, tennis, marathon training, and reflecting on several moments when I almost lost my life, I realized that every day is a gift from God.

Then something happened at church that completely changed this episode.

Join me as I share how God reminded me that life isn't just about working hard or chasing dreams—it's also about learning to rest, trust Him, and not waste the gift of today.

"Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." — Psalm 90:12

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But God reminded me that He's not limited to a church building.

In this episode, I share how a canceled work shift, a laundromat, a game of bingo, a podcast, and one simple question—"Have you looked at the cross?"—completely changed my perspective.

Sometimes God's greatest lessons happen in the ordinary moments we almost overlook.

🎙️ Join me as I share another week of real life, honest faith, and the reminder that we're all still figuring it out.

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Fear walked in right behind it.

This week we're talking about opportunities, control, marathon training, the Book of Numbers, and why God might be asking us to trust Him more than our fears.

Still figuring it out. 🎙️🙏📖

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This week, I share the story of how two poor church choir members built a family, raised two college graduates, and taught me lessons I'm only now beginning to understand.

Through the struggles, sacrifices, and imperfections, God never stopped working.

🎙️ Still learning. Still growing. Still figuring it out. 🙏

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In this episode, I share what I learned this week, how I struggled with it, and what God is showing me along the way.

Because following Jesus isn't about having all the answers.

It's about taking the next step.

One day at a time.

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This week, I'm sharing what God taught me, what challenged me, and how I'm trying to apply it to my everyday life.

No perfect answers.

No pretending.

Just a Christian who's still figuring it out.

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In this first episode, I share my story—from growing up in the Philippines, serving in church, moving to California, feeling lonely, finding a new church, getting baptized, and realizing that faith is a journey, not a destination.

This isn't a podcast from a pastor or Bible scholar.

It's a podcast from someone who's still learning, still growing, and still figuring it out.

If you've ever felt like you're not a "perfect Christian," this podcast is for you.

Let's take one step closer to God together.

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