I started this podcast because I believe too many people are waiting until they feel ready, confident, or have all the answers before they take action. The truth? Most of the best things in my life started with me simply saying, "Fuck it, let's try."

Here, you'll hear stories from my experiences in bodybuilding, business, faith, family, and everyday life. I'll share the lessons, struggles, wins, ADHD quirks, systems, and simple hacks that have helped me build confidence, create structure, and keep moving forward—even when things felt messy.

My goal isn't to tell you I have it all figured out. It's to show you what's possible when ordinary people take imperfect action, embrace challenges, and trust themselves enough to take the first step.

If there's one thing I hope you take away from this podcast, it's this:

You don't have to have the right answer to get started. You don't have to feel ready. You don't have to be fearless.

You just have to be willing to take the next step.

So whether you're chasing a fitness goal, starting a business, rebuilding your confidence, navigating ADHD, or simply trying to become a better version of yourself, I'm glad you're here.

Let's grow together. Let's embrace the suck. Let's find out what we're capable of. And most importantly, let's stop waiting and start living boldly.

Sharing a daily devotional fro the app Duomo

The difference of Toxic shame and Healthy conviction. 

the running commentary in your head. 

Shame Vs Conviction 

The Voice Check:

1. Is it Specific?

2. Is it Actionable?

3. Is there Hope? 

One of the most meaningful parts of this weekend wasn't on stage at all. It was the conversations with my coach afterward. 

Zoom out. 

We're no longer trying to fix ten things. We're refining. 

 Life has a vote too. 

My coach reminded me that we can build prep around life instead of forcing life around prep. 

 I'm a little sad it's over. But there's also gratitude. 

It's just the end of this season.

The next version of me is already being built.

T he reality that bodybuilding is about seasons—not just stages. 

One of my favorite parts of every show is the people. I got to spend time backstage with friends, meet new competitors,  familiar faces, and so much more.  Prep brain.   The stage.  Placings.  Behind the scenes. Husband Racing in Baja.  Construction project. 

 The quiet alone time, a necessary evil. Brain decompressing. 

Yard work, Grocery Store, Shopping. Cleaning, Crying 

 Emotional to Somatic processing. 

"Happy Processing Day (week +)  grab a journal." 

 But be kind to yourself and celebrate enjoy your accomplishments!

I Love this sport, love this life, love this community, found my place and my people.

Every gym session, every show, every check-in, every Posing practice... I learn more about myself and I get strong stronger and better. 

 A reminder that progress isn't always reflected on the scale, confidence isn't always self-generated, and sometimes you have to trust the process even when you can't fully see the results yet. Let's talk about resilience, recovery, and showing up when life gets hard. 

Peak week is here. In this episode, I share the highs and challenges of stepping into the final week before the stage—navigating fatigue, injuries, grief, self-doubt, and the mental games that come with prep. A reminder that progress isn't always reflected on the scale, confidence isn't always self-generated, and sometimes you have to trust the process even when you can't fully see the results yet. Let's talk about resilience, recovery, and showing up when life gets hard. 

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