A few months after sharing a big chunk of my sexual & relationship history on this podcast, I find myself ready to explore sex therapy…again.  

Over the past 10 years I’ve sought support as I explore my sexuality, trying to answer the question of what actually is sex & how do I make it work for me? From sex therapy, EMDR & somatic therapies to burlesque dance, energetic work & womb healing, I’ve tried many ways to move the needle in this area of my life. 

Most recently, talking openly & honestly about my lived experiences has been the gamechanger. And doing that with a new therapist unearths more pieces of the puzzle for me, even if my brain freaks out a little along the way.

*Heads up* I talk about sex in general (nothing graphic)

In this series:

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart
• Episode 17 :: Sex and the city
• Episode 18 :: Part of the job
• Episode 19 :: Hawaiian breeze era
• Episode 20 :: Time out
• Episode 21 :: Risky business
• Episode 22 :: That kind of girl
• Episode 23 :: Under the influence

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Welcome to my first Choose Your Own Adventure Reading! I'm reading the energies of your year ahead in these personalized readings. Listen to the intro, choose which of the 4 symbols calls to you and find your reading in the time stamps below. These readings are timeless and relevant to your next 12 months regardless of when you're listening.

• (00:00) - Intro
• (04:04) - Group 1 - Owl
• (17:46) - Group 2 - Phoenix
• (29:27) - Group 3 - Unicorn
• (43:07) - Group 4 - Python
• (54:50) - Extro

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The eighth episode in my formative sex & relationship series.

My life quickly unravels after starting a new job. I tread murky boundaries with a seemingly harmless colleague and the consequences leave permanent damage.

*Heads up* I use graphic language and describe multiple sexual experiences & a sexual assault.

In this series:

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart
• Episode 17 :: Sex and the city
• Episode 18 :: Part of the job
• Episode 19 :: Hawaiian breeze era
• Episode 20 :: Time out
• Episode 21 :: Risky business
• Episode 22 :: That kind of girl

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The seventh episode in my formative sex & relationship series. Disempowerment reigns supreme as I navigate various sexual situations that end up with humiliating consequences. Shame & danger now replace sex & men in my young brain.

*Heads Up* I describe multiple sexual experiences.

IN THIS SERIES: 

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart
• Episode 17 :: Sex and the city
• Episode 18 :: Part of the job
• Episode 19 :: Hawaiian breeze era
• Episode 21 :: Risky business

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The sixth episode in my formative sex & relationship series. Trying to keep up with the party culture around me, I throw myself right into the chaos unsure of what I want or who I am. Precarious situations become normalized with hangovers & regrets abound.

*Heads up* I describe an act of violence, detail multiple sexual acts and discuss alcohol & drug use.

IN THIS SERIES: 

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart
• Episode 17 :: Sex and the city
• Episode 18 :: Part of the job
• Episode 19 :: Hawaiian breeze era

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After unexpectedly tripping some major trauma wires, I take a break from my formative sex & relationship episodes to share what delving into my past has looked like behind the scenes.

*Heads Up* I describe a few graphic body things & violent thoughts

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The fifth episode in my formative sex & relationship series. New depths of emotion emerge as I move out on my own and encounter some unfamiliar scenarios with oh-so familiar undertones.

*Heads up* I mention sex in this episode

IN THIS SERIES: 

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart
• Episode 17 :: Sex and the city
• Episode 18 :: Part of the job

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The fourth episode in my formative sex & relationship series. After a dismal year of university, I move to a small mountain town for new adventure & summer romance. A series of events has me question the nature of reality & my place in it.

*Heads up* I describe unwanted sexual advances, a minor act of violence & drug use

IN THIS SERIES: 

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart
• Episode 17 :: Sex and the city

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The third episode in my formative sex & relationship series. On a trip to Vancouver I lay caution to the wind & make an empowering adult decision (or so I thought).

*Heads Up* I briefly describe a sexual experience

IN THIS SERIES:

• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment 
• Episode 16 :: Petroleum engineering smart

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I'm offering live intuitive readings and answering your questions on-air. In this episode I explore two listener questions-one about big shifts in work & career and the other we look at the energies around love & relationships.

• (00:00) - Intro
• (01:08) - Q1 - What's going on with the shifts in my work & career?
• (24:20) - Q2 - I'm looking for help with my relationship journey

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The second episode in my formative sex & relationship series. This episode sees me through first year university as I dabble with identity & encounter my first “adult” dating experience.

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• Episode 14 :: Seeding disenchantment 

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A quick update on where I’m at-a familiar place called stuck. And a bike ride proves (irritatingly so) that stuck may indeed be exactly where I need to be.

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The first episode in a series following my formative sex & relationship experiences. We start at the beginning: from a deceptive ruse in middle school to my first teenage boyfriend.

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I'm offering live intuitive readings and answering your questions on-air. In this episode we explore one listener's question about dealing with anxiety when they're unable to follow their guidance.

• (00:00) - Intro
• (01:08) - Q - How do I deal with the anxiety I feel when I'm not able to follow my divine guidance & be in control?

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Let's dive into the unseen realms and read some energy. I'm offering live intuitive readings and answering your questions on-air. In this episode we explore one listener's question about healing in a relationship after experiencing betrayal.

• (00:00) - Intro
• (01:52) - Q - After a betrayal, can I heal in this relationship or should I reconsider my future?

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Welcome to my new series, Reading the Room, where we dive into the unseen realms and read energy. I'm offering live intuitive readings and answering your questions on-air. In this episode we explore two listener questions-one about figuring out next steps in life, the other about opening up expression.

• (00:00) - Intro
• (07:48) - Q1 - Why can't I figure out my next steps or where to live?
• (22:54) - Q2 - I feel blocked in my expression, how do I open this up?

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Currently in another wave of spiritual awakening, I reflect on my first (and rather dramatic) initiation into the unseen realms. This is Part 2: Entering psychic work, continuing to unravel and a full on rebirth.

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I reference part of my current awakening in Episode 4, Purging Lifetimes: arcana-intuitive.com/podcast/purging-lifetimes

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That Time I had Flesh Eating Disease: arcana-intuitive.com/blog/flesh-eating-disease

I wanted to be a cashier, but became a psychic instead: arcana-intuitive.com/blog/becoming-psychic

How I Started Seeing Past Lives: arcana-intuitive.com/blog/how-i-started-to-see-past-lives

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Currently in another wave of spiritual awakening, I reflect on my first (and rather dramatic) initiation into the unseen realms. This is Part 1: How postpartum ripped me open to new levels of extra sensory perception and pushed me onto an intuitive path.

*Heads up* I briefly reference my c-section experience with somewhat graphic language

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That Time I had Flesh Eating Disease: arcana-intuitive.com/blog/flesh-eating-disease

I wanted to be a cashier, but became a psychic instead: arcana-intuitive.com/blog/becoming-psychic

How I Started Seeing Past Lives: arcana-intuitive.com/blog/how-i-started-to-see-past-lives

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Four months into podcasting, I realize how I'm still gripping onto old ways of controlling and trying to squeeze into boxes that no longer fit.

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Called cryptically by my ancestors, I find myself embarking on a pilgrimage through Scotland steeped in the mystical folklore of The Selkie. This is Part 2: Buried Burdens.

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Called cryptically by my ancestors, I find myself embarking on a pilgrimage through Scotland steeped in the mystical folklore of The Selkie. This is Part 1: Rainbows & Unicorns.

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Watching a movie brings up uncomfortable memories of a past relationship that found me losing myself on repeat. While the connection is long gone, I find myself still living out the insidious dynamics that were at play more than 10 years ago. This is Part 2: How it ended.

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Watching a movie brings up uncomfortable memories of a past relationship that found me losing myself on repeat. While the connection is long gone, I still find myself living out the insidious dynamics that were at play more than 10 years ago. This is Part 1: How it began

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As a clairvoyant and someone who experiences the unseen as another layer of the human experience, dreams have offered me a direct connection to the spirit world and a unique way of interpreting the world. I’ve found that reality often mirrors my dreams & dreams often reflect my reality. From divine guidance & conversations with other beings, to periodic healing & pattern recognition, working with dreams is an integral part of my spiritual practice. 

I explore how I’ve used dreams as a psychic language, and revisit my mind-bending travels on the Trans Siberian Railway where an anti-malaria drug merges dream & reality as Samuel L. Jackson appears as my prophetic guru for the journey.

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In the thick of MRSA infection, struggling to regulate my nervous system and move through the demands of daily life & motherhood, I offer an update on what life looks like today one month into creating this podcast. 

After a lifetime of suppressing my voice & emotions, opening up my inner world through podcasting offers a form of healing, one that no longer lets me abandon myself.

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Chronic illness and medical trauma are nothing new for me. I’ve lived with varying forms of sickness and skin disease since birth, experiencing severe eczema, psoriasis, allergies, environmental & food sensitivities, infections and autoimmune issues. I was hospitalized for flesh-eating disease when I was 6 years old, took time off school for a serious case of Epstein-Barr Virus (EBV) when I was 16, and had my tonsils removed when I was 20 after years of chronic sinus infections. 

After decades of mounting illness and debilitating symptoms, I became a medical mystery. Standard & alternative treatments were not working and I was now reacting to the very medications I had become reliant on. In 2020, I finally made the decision to stop all my medication and went through years of excruciating topical steroid withdrawal (TSW). 

One day in 2023, everything exploded and I landed in the infectious disease clinic. Not only was my body in crisis, but I was now experiencing other layers of my reality spiritually. With each new wave of infection, I was simultaneously experiencing other lifetimes in history where I died in similar scenarios. This wasn’t just seeing my past lives, this was violently reliving my own death on repeat. 

I look back on this past year of living in medical crisis as I try to come to terms with what exactly has happened and what it all means.

*Heads up* I graphically describe gross skin stuff, medical trauma & violent death scenarios

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While I’ve never had talent as a musician, music has always played a huge role in my life as a catalyst for self-expression, moving emotions and experiencing my psychic senses. Music was a form of somatic therapy that helped me process life as a highly sensitive person and connect with myself amidst the noise. 

When I was 22 years old, my dad died in a tragic accident and I found myself in new heights of pain & emotion. Isolated in a small town without support, life became overwhelming and my body mirrored this inner distress. I vomited every time I ate, I broke out into hives when I went to work, and it felt like there was nowhere to put all the feelings. Listening to music became too painful and instead of processing my grief, I shut down a part of myself. 

For 11 years I avoided music as a way to feel, until this tool magically reappeared during pregnancy. Music brought back a forgotten piece of my soul, becoming a pivotal part of my spiritual awakening and my first intuitive language. 

*Heads up* I briefly describe a death and also mention vomiting. 

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I look back nine years to a pivotal point in my breakdown as a capable person that foreshadows the many rock bottoms to come. A big break up, 3 house moves, a secretive work relationship, an unplanned pregnancy and toxic workplace prove too much as my body gives up in an attempt to steer me in a new direction. 

As I experience a loss of control over my body-from brain fog, severe skin reactions & body pain, to hair loss, a precancer diagnosis & sensitivities to almost every food, chemical & weather pattern-I appear to develop an allergy to life itself. 

Hoping for a promising start as I move into a new home, instead the house eerily reflects the state of my inner dysfunction-a shaky foundation & crumbling facade...infested with ants. As the noise of life becomes unbearable & the ants continue to swarm through the walls, suppressing reality no longer works and I am forced into stillness.

*Heads up* I briefly mention abortion & a sexual experience

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Starting this podcast finds me one year into long term disability, unable to work due to severe chronic illness & mystery symptoms. I’m navigating motherhood with 5 year old twin girls and the unfolding of a dramatic spiritual awakening that ripped me open to new levels of psychic awareness overnight. 

Ten years of climbing out of one rock bottom only to fall into another, I've spent a decade exploring & healing suppressed emotions, health issues, unhealed family patterns, an impaired nervous system & mental health struggles. From past lives & ancestral trauma to childhood wounds & soul purpose, I've delved deep in seeking answers to who I am & why exactly I am here. 

In this first episode I sit at the microphone finally ready to confront a fear of expressing my truth as I try to make sense of my life and all the messy experiences that have brought me here today. 

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