Fear, Faith and the Forest Fri, 08 May 2026 09:32:34 -0400 en-us © 2026 Fear, Faith and the Forest yes 628da64a-5d36-536f-ac4c-1a2527d663ee Rich Zapata episodic false Fear, Faith, and the Forest: A Podcast of Hope for the Unemployed

If you're unemployed, you know the struggle. Hundreds of applications. Ghosting. Late-stage rejections. The 3 AM panic. The identity crisis. The endless negativity about how "the market is dead" and "AI is taking over."

Fear, Faith, and the Forest is a weekly podcast for people walking through unemployment—created by someone still in the trenches with you. Moving forward.  Driven by faith.

About the Host

Rich Zapata is an unemployed software engineering leader with 12+ years of experience. After 7 years at a fintech company, his position was eliminated in January 2025. Nine months later, he's still searching—and he's not waiting until he "makes it" to share what he's learned.

This podcast isn't a victory lap. It's a real-time guide through the Forest.

]]> Buzzsprout (https://www.buzzsprout.com) Rich Zapata https://storage.buzzsprout.com/db6t8knw3kffou1em0flx9iyp91u?.jpg Fear, Faith and the Forest Episode 9: Reflection — Lessons Learned Episode 9: Reflection — Lessons Learned A reflection episode marking the close of Phase 1. More than a year into unemployment, Rich looks back at the things he said in the first eight episodes and asks what's held up under pressure, and what's changed. Eight Parts, eight lessons. He talks about gratitude for the contract work that's sustaining him, the interview he bombed and what it taught him about preparation, the difference between stumbling on the path and leaving it, and how the To-Do list has become the discipline that holds his entire household steady. He gets honest about the ups and downs, shares an update on a friend whose journey has been even harder than his own, and reflects on how the podcast itself has evolved along the way. The verse is James 1:2-4.

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]]> A reflection episode marking the close of Phase 1. More than a year into unemployment, Rich looks back at the things he said in the first eight episodes and asks what's held up under pressure, and what's changed. Eight Parts, eight lessons. He talks about gratitude for the contract work that's sustaining him, the interview he bombed and what it taught him about preparation, the difference between stumbling on the path and leaving it, and how the To-Do list has become the discipline that holds his entire household steady. He gets honest about the ups and downs, shares an update on a friend whose journey has been even harder than his own, and reflects on how the podcast itself has evolved along the way. The verse is James 1:2-4.

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]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-19145726 Fri, 08 May 2026 09:00:00 -0400 1470 9 full false Episode 8: Handling Rejection — It's Not Personal, It's Process Episode 8: Handling Rejection — It's Not Personal, It's Process Rejection is not a possibility in this job search, it's a certainty. In this final episode of Phase 1, Rich tackles one of the hardest parts of unemployment: handling rejection without letting it erode your confidence or derail your momentum.

He brings back the online dating parallel, introduces the baseball analogy, and shares a lesson from Roger Federer's Dartmouth commencement address that reframes failure entirely. The takeaway is simple but not easy: read it and close it. Step back in the box. And remember, you're not swinging for the fences. You're just looking for a hit.

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]]> Rejection is not a possibility in this job search, it's a certainty. In this final episode of Phase 1, Rich tackles one of the hardest parts of unemployment: handling rejection without letting it erode your confidence or derail your momentum.

He brings back the online dating parallel, introduces the baseball analogy, and shares a lesson from Roger Federer's Dartmouth commencement address that reframes failure entirely. The takeaway is simple but not easy: read it and close it. Step back in the box. And remember, you're not swinging for the fences. You're just looking for a hit.

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Thank you for listening! 

]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-19092413 Wed, 29 Apr 2026 17:00:00 -0400 1144 8 full false Episode 7: Your Health — The Non-Negotiables Episode 7: Your Health — The Non-Negotiables Unemployment is a full-time job, and like any demanding job, it will break down the vessel carrying you through it if you're not careful. In this episode, Rich breaks down the non-negotiables: the things you cannot skip, and the things nobody else is going to do for you.

He frames it around two concepts, your mind and your body, and walks through five areas you have to protect: sleep and the science behind why it matters more than you think, mental health habits, positive mindset, spiritual grounding, and nutrition and exercise. He also shares the sticky habit trick that helped him lose 25 pounds since January 2025. No crash diet, no gimmick, just basic physics.

If you've been neglecting yourself while chasing the next opportunity, this episode is your reminder: you can't pour from an empty cup.

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]]> Unemployment is a full-time job, and like any demanding job, it will break down the vessel carrying you through it if you're not careful. In this episode, Rich breaks down the non-negotiables: the things you cannot skip, and the things nobody else is going to do for you.

He frames it around two concepts, your mind and your body, and walks through five areas you have to protect: sleep and the science behind why it matters more than you think, mental health habits, positive mindset, spiritual grounding, and nutrition and exercise. He also shares the sticky habit trick that helped him lose 25 pounds since January 2025. No crash diet, no gimmick, just basic physics.

If you've been neglecting yourself while chasing the next opportunity, this episode is your reminder: you can't pour from an empty cup.

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]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-19026824 Thu, 16 Apr 2026 10:00:00 -0400 1314 7 full false Episode 6: Anxiety and The 3 AM Wake-Ups Episode 6: Anxiety and The 3 AM Wake-Ups Anxiety during unemployment is real, and it never goes away. It hits at 3 AM, but it also hits at 2:30 on a normal Tuesday afternoon, when the lull catches up to you. In this episode, I share a confession about dipping into my retirement fund, explain the "eye of the storm" moments when panic sets in, and introduce the flat spin recovery; an aviation analogy for pulling yourself out of a mental spiral. I also share how a part-time contract came through a 14-year friendship, and why I believe you are the one who gets you out of this; not a book, not a podcast, not someone else's words. Today's verse is Psalm 94:19: "When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy." You can't eliminate the anxiety. But you can answer it with facts, starve it with productivity, and outlast it with the knowledge that you are the one who gets you out.

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]]> Anxiety during unemployment is real, and it never goes away. It hits at 3 AM, but it also hits at 2:30 on a normal Tuesday afternoon, when the lull catches up to you. In this episode, I share a confession about dipping into my retirement fund, explain the "eye of the storm" moments when panic sets in, and introduce the flat spin recovery; an aviation analogy for pulling yourself out of a mental spiral. I also share how a part-time contract came through a 14-year friendship, and why I believe you are the one who gets you out of this; not a book, not a podcast, not someone else's words. Today's verse is Psalm 94:19: "When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy." You can't eliminate the anxiety. But you can answer it with facts, starve it with productivity, and outlast it with the knowledge that you are the one who gets you out.

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Thank you for listening! 

]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-18985057 Wed, 08 Apr 2026 17:00:00 -0400 1297 6 full false Episode 5: The Family Conversation - Navigating This Together Episode 5: The Family Conversation - Navigating This Together Unemployment doesn't just affect you.  It affects everyone in your household. Your spouse, your kids, everyone who depends on you. And they can't support you if they don't know what's happening.

In this episode, I share how I told my two sons about my layoff, why I chose the car ride to baseball practice for that conversation, and how I've handled monthly check-ins as the journey has stretched to 10 months. I talk about age-appropriate honesty, full transparency with my 16-year-old, and a "need to know" approach with my 6-year-old. I cover protecting routines, making smart cuts instead of panic cuts, and why humor has been oxygen for our family 😊

For those with spouses, I share thoughts on telling them immediately, adopting a team mentality, and helping them help you.

Today's verse is Ecclesiastes 4:9-10: "Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up."

Your family is your team. Let them be part of it.

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]]> Unemployment doesn't just affect you.  It affects everyone in your household. Your spouse, your kids, everyone who depends on you. And they can't support you if they don't know what's happening.

In this episode, I share how I told my two sons about my layoff, why I chose the car ride to baseball practice for that conversation, and how I've handled monthly check-ins as the journey has stretched to 10 months. I talk about age-appropriate honesty, full transparency with my 16-year-old, and a "need to know" approach with my 6-year-old. I cover protecting routines, making smart cuts instead of panic cuts, and why humor has been oxygen for our family 😊

For those with spouses, I share thoughts on telling them immediately, adopting a team mentality, and helping them help you.

Today's verse is Ecclesiastes 4:9-10: "Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up."

Your family is your team. Let them be part of it.

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Thank you for listening! 

]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-18946418 Wed, 01 Apr 2026 17:00:00 -0400 1513 5 full false Episode 4: You Are Not Your Title - Identity Detox Episode 4: You Are Not Your Title - Identity Detox One of the hardest parts of unemployment isn't the job search—it's the identity crisis. Who are you without your title? In this episode, Rich talks about why so many of us tie our identity to our jobs, what happens when that's stripped away, and how to build a sense of self that can't be taken by a layoff. He shares what grounded him through his own journey—faith, fatherhood, and knowing what he brings to the table beyond a business card.

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]]> One of the hardest parts of unemployment isn't the job search—it's the identity crisis. Who are you without your title? In this episode, Rich talks about why so many of us tie our identity to our jobs, what happens when that's stripped away, and how to build a sense of self that can't be taken by a layoff. He shares what grounded him through his own journey—faith, fatherhood, and knowing what he brings to the table beyond a business card.

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]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-18909313 Wed, 25 Mar 2026 18:00:00 -0400 1160 4 full false Episode 3: Assess - Taking Stock Without Panic Episode 3: Assess - Taking Stock Without Panic You've survived the first week. Now what? Before you can plan your next move, you need to know where you actually stand. In this episode, Rich walks through how to assess three critical areas of your situation — your financial runway, your skills inventory, and your support network — without spiraling into panic. This isn't about catastrophizing. It's about getting clarity, because clarity is power. You can't plan until you know where you stand. And once you do? That's your foundation.

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]]> You've survived the first week. Now what? Before you can plan your next move, you need to know where you actually stand. In this episode, Rich walks through how to assess three critical areas of your situation — your financial runway, your skills inventory, and your support network — without spiraling into panic. This isn't about catastrophizing. It's about getting clarity, because clarity is power. You can't plan until you know where you stand. And once you do? That's your foundation.

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]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-18870461 Wed, 18 Mar 2026 17:00:00 -0400 1313 full false Episode 2: Survive the First 72 Hours Episode 2: Survive the First 72 Hours The first 72 hours after a layoff can make or break how you navigate everything that comes after. In this episode, Rich shares what he did in those first critical days, and what he wishes he'd done differently. From telling his sons the news on the way to baseball practice, to learning why anxiety is countered by productivity, to drawing an unexpected parallel between job searching and online dating, this episode gives you a practical framework for stabilizing yourself before you start strategizing. Four action steps to help you survive the first 72 hours, and build from there.

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]]> The first 72 hours after a layoff can make or break how you navigate everything that comes after. In this episode, Rich shares what he did in those first critical days, and what he wishes he'd done differently. From telling his sons the news on the way to baseball practice, to learning why anxiety is countered by productivity, to drawing an unexpected parallel between job searching and online dating, this episode gives you a practical framework for stabilizing yourself before you start strategizing. Four action steps to help you survive the first 72 hours, and build from there.

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]]> Rich Zapata Buzzsprout-18831564 Wed, 11 Mar 2026 16:00:00 -0400 1217 2 full false Episode 1: You Are Not Your Layoff Episode 1: You Are Not Your Layoff Rich Zapata introduces Fear, Faith, and the Forest — what it is, who it's for, and what to expect. He shares his nine-month unemployment story, from the 10-minute Zoom call that ended seven years at his company through hundreds of applications and rejections that tested everything he believed about himself. He talks about the moment his faith came back into focus, why this podcast is built on three pillars, and wraps up with three action steps to help you get through today.

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]]> Rich Zapata introduces Fear, Faith, and the Forest — what it is, who it's for, and what to expect. He shares his nine-month unemployment story, from the 10-minute Zoom call that ended seven years at his company through hundreds of applications and rejections that tested everything he believed about himself. He talks about the moment his faith came back into focus, why this podcast is built on three pillars, and wraps up with three action steps to help you get through today.

Send Me a Message

Thank you for listening! 

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