Is It Because of Jesus? Wed, 01 Jul 2026 14:23:18 -0400 https://www.buzzsprout.com/2569610 en-us © 2026 Is It Because of Jesus? yes dd7320e3-157c-5896-9b36-5f97e2ac5aa4 Pedro R. García episodic false Are you a Christian experiencing doubt, deconstruction, or losing your faith? If so, this podcast is for you.

My name is Pedro R. García. I am a former atheist, now a follower of Jesus. 


Have you ever wondered what really goes on in the mind of someone questioning everything? We start this journey by walking through my novel, "For Those Who Doubt: Is It Because of Jesus," analyzing the 'why' behind every character's decision. But that’s just the foundation.


From Episode 16 onward, we’re getting personal. We’re talking about the weight of doubt—how it affects your Sunday dinners, your oldest friendships, and your view of the world. We aren’t afraid to lean into the difficult questions of philosophy and theology. My mission is to help you (and those you love) navigate these waters, while clarifying one vital point: more often than not, the pain of the 'exit' has very little to do with Jesus himself.

]]> Buzzsprout (https://www.buzzsprout.com) Pedro R. García https://storage.buzzsprout.com/x3fxvpf2cc5ooroag4iqlvt8stwa?.jpg Is It Because of Jesus? https://www.buzzsprout.com/2569610 I think most Christians would be atheists if they were born somewhere else I think most Christians would be atheists if they were born somewhere else The Geography of Faith: Are You Only a Christian Because of Where You Were Born?

"I think most Christians would be atheists if they were born somewhere else."

It is an objection that haunts college dorm rooms and dinner table debates: the unsettling idea that your deepest convictions might just be an accident of geography. If faith is nothing more than a sociological byproduct, does that mean it isn't objectively true?

In this episode, Pedro Garcia tackles the critique that Christianity is just a localized cultural habit. We look past the surface-level sociology to uncover the fatal logical flaw hiding in plain sight, and we explore the subconscious defense mechanisms that drive us to reduce the divine to mere demographics.

In this episode, we unpack:

  • The Genetic Fallacy: Why confusing the origin of a belief with the truth of a belief is logically incoherent, and why the skeptic's own atheism is actually subject to the exact same sociological accident.
  • The Fortress of Autonomy: How flattening faith into geography acts as a brilliant psychological shield. If religion is just an accident of birth, it demands absolutely nothing of us—protecting our ego from the terrifying vulnerability of surrendering to God.
  • Shattering the Geographical Box: Looking at Jesus's conversation with the Samaritan woman in John 4 to see how He completely separates Himself from political tribalism and cultural gatekeeping.

You are right to want a truth that is bigger than your hometown. But do not let your distaste for cultural religion keep you from the God who transcends culture entirely.

The Challenge: Ask yourself (or the skeptic in your life): If you suddenly discovered that the God of the universe wasn't a cultural inheritance, but a personal Savior who has been quietly pursuing you across every border of your life, would you be willing to leave your fortress of skepticism to finally meet Him?

Support & Connect:

  • Connect: Follow Pedro on social media at @IsItBecauseOfJesus to join the conversation and see more content like this.
  • Support the Show: If this podcast has been helpful to you, please consider sharing it with a friend who might be deconstructing or leaving a review to help others find it.

Remember to ask yourself: Is it because of Jesus?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book: For Those Who Doubt: Is It Because of Jesus?

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> The Geography of Faith: Are You Only a Christian Because of Where You Were Born?

"I think most Christians would be atheists if they were born somewhere else."

It is an objection that haunts college dorm rooms and dinner table debates: the unsettling idea that your deepest convictions might just be an accident of geography. If faith is nothing more than a sociological byproduct, does that mean it isn't objectively true?

In this episode, Pedro Garcia tackles the critique that Christianity is just a localized cultural habit. We look past the surface-level sociology to uncover the fatal logical flaw hiding in plain sight, and we explore the subconscious defense mechanisms that drive us to reduce the divine to mere demographics.

In this episode, we unpack:

  • The Genetic Fallacy: Why confusing the origin of a belief with the truth of a belief is logically incoherent, and why the skeptic's own atheism is actually subject to the exact same sociological accident.
  • The Fortress of Autonomy: How flattening faith into geography acts as a brilliant psychological shield. If religion is just an accident of birth, it demands absolutely nothing of us—protecting our ego from the terrifying vulnerability of surrendering to God.
  • Shattering the Geographical Box: Looking at Jesus's conversation with the Samaritan woman in John 4 to see how He completely separates Himself from political tribalism and cultural gatekeeping.

You are right to want a truth that is bigger than your hometown. But do not let your distaste for cultural religion keep you from the God who transcends culture entirely.

The Challenge: Ask yourself (or the skeptic in your life): If you suddenly discovered that the God of the universe wasn't a cultural inheritance, but a personal Savior who has been quietly pursuing you across every border of your life, would you be willing to leave your fortress of skepticism to finally meet Him?

Support & Connect:

  • Connect: Follow Pedro on social media at @IsItBecauseOfJesus to join the conversation and see more content like this.
  • Support the Show: If this podcast has been helpful to you, please consider sharing it with a friend who might be deconstructing or leaving a review to help others find it.

Remember to ask yourself: Is it because of Jesus?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book: For Those Who Doubt: Is It Because of Jesus?

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-19432196 Wed, 01 Jul 2026 14:00:00 -0400 789 full false Faith always seems to start where evidence stops. Faith always seems to start where evidence stops. Does Faith Start Where Evidence Stops?

"Faith always seems to start where evidence stops."


If you or someone you love is losing faith because it feels like intellect, science, and modern observations leave no room for the supernatural, lean in.

In this episode, Pedro Garcia wrestles with a sentiment that defines our modern secular age: the idea that faith is nothing more than a psychological gap-filler for the things we haven't yet explained. But what if the premise is flawed from the ground up? What if the evidence isn't stopping, but we are simply looking at it through a lens that blinds us to the architecture of meaning?

In this episode, we unpack:

  • The Category Error: Why science (how things happen) and theology (why things exist) are not mortal enemies, and why trying to put the Creator of the universe into a test tube is fundamentally missing the point.
  • The Psychological Shield: How the strict demand for cold, hard data is often a defense mechanism used by the ego to maintain autonomy and keep the transcendent at a safe distance.
  • The Original Skeptic: How Jesus responded to "Doubting Thomas" when he demanded physical proof. Jesus didn't hand him a textbook or scold his logic—He offered His scars and invited him into an encounter.

We are terrified of the unknown because the transcendent makes a claim on us. If the universe is just a machine, we are just cogs with no ultimate responsibility. But if there is a Creator, our lives are not our own.

The Challenge: Ask yourself (or the skeptic in your life) a hard question: If you were to find out that every single piece of evidence you have gathered to keep God out was actually a sign pointing to your own need for Him, would you be willing to be wrong just so you could finally be known?

Support & Connect: Have questions or want to talk through your doubts? Reach out to Pedro anytime at isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com and be sure to check out our social media for more content like this.

Remember to ask yourself: Is it because of Jesus?

Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.


]]> Does Faith Start Where Evidence Stops?

"Faith always seems to start where evidence stops."


If you or someone you love is losing faith because it feels like intellect, science, and modern observations leave no room for the supernatural, lean in.

In this episode, Pedro Garcia wrestles with a sentiment that defines our modern secular age: the idea that faith is nothing more than a psychological gap-filler for the things we haven't yet explained. But what if the premise is flawed from the ground up? What if the evidence isn't stopping, but we are simply looking at it through a lens that blinds us to the architecture of meaning?

In this episode, we unpack:

  • The Category Error: Why science (how things happen) and theology (why things exist) are not mortal enemies, and why trying to put the Creator of the universe into a test tube is fundamentally missing the point.
  • The Psychological Shield: How the strict demand for cold, hard data is often a defense mechanism used by the ego to maintain autonomy and keep the transcendent at a safe distance.
  • The Original Skeptic: How Jesus responded to "Doubting Thomas" when he demanded physical proof. Jesus didn't hand him a textbook or scold his logic—He offered His scars and invited him into an encounter.

We are terrified of the unknown because the transcendent makes a claim on us. If the universe is just a machine, we are just cogs with no ultimate responsibility. But if there is a Creator, our lives are not our own.

The Challenge: Ask yourself (or the skeptic in your life) a hard question: If you were to find out that every single piece of evidence you have gathered to keep God out was actually a sign pointing to your own need for Him, would you be willing to be wrong just so you could finally be known?

Support & Connect: Have questions or want to talk through your doubts? Reach out to Pedro anytime at isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com and be sure to check out our social media for more content like this.

Remember to ask yourself: Is it because of Jesus?

Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.


]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-19386870 Mon, 22 Jun 2026 17:00:00 -0400 642 full false All Christians are hypocrites! All Christians are hypocrites! Have you ever heard—or felt—the stinging accusation that "All Christians are hypocrites"? In this episode, Pedro Garcia explores one of the most common and piercing objections to the Christian faith. It hurts precisely because it carries undeniable truth. We have all seen the painful gap between what the church preaches and how it lives. But what if this objection isn't just an intellectual argument, but a profound psychological defense mechanism?

In this episode, we dive into:

  • The Logic of Failure: Why defending the moral perfection of Christians is a fundamentally un-Christian defense, and how universal moral failure is actually the expected starting point of the gospel.
  • The Psychological Shield: Understanding the human "shadow" and how pointing a finger at the church's hypocrisy brilliantly protects our ego from the terrifying vulnerability of surrendering to God.
  • The "Whitewashed Tombs": Looking at Matthew 23 to see how Jesus handles religious actors. He doesn't defend the institution; He validates our outrage and invites us to judge Him by the cross, not the crowd.

You have every right to be disappointed by humanity, but do not let the failures of broken people blind you to the perfection of the Savior.

The Challenge: Ask yourself (or the person you are talking to) a hard question: "If you finally met a Christian who loved you perfectly, who never failed you, and who lived exactly like Jesus, would you follow Him? Or are you secretly hoping they all remain hypocrites so you never have to?"



Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Have you ever heard—or felt—the stinging accusation that "All Christians are hypocrites"? In this episode, Pedro Garcia explores one of the most common and piercing objections to the Christian faith. It hurts precisely because it carries undeniable truth. We have all seen the painful gap between what the church preaches and how it lives. But what if this objection isn't just an intellectual argument, but a profound psychological defense mechanism?

In this episode, we dive into:

  • The Logic of Failure: Why defending the moral perfection of Christians is a fundamentally un-Christian defense, and how universal moral failure is actually the expected starting point of the gospel.
  • The Psychological Shield: Understanding the human "shadow" and how pointing a finger at the church's hypocrisy brilliantly protects our ego from the terrifying vulnerability of surrendering to God.
  • The "Whitewashed Tombs": Looking at Matthew 23 to see how Jesus handles religious actors. He doesn't defend the institution; He validates our outrage and invites us to judge Him by the cross, not the crowd.

You have every right to be disappointed by humanity, but do not let the failures of broken people blind you to the perfection of the Savior.

The Challenge: Ask yourself (or the person you are talking to) a hard question: "If you finally met a Christian who loved you perfectly, who never failed you, and who lived exactly like Jesus, would you follow Him? Or are you secretly hoping they all remain hypocrites so you never have to?"



Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-19197260 Mon, 18 May 2026 14:00:00 -0400 808 full false Is Faith Just an Excuse for a Lack of Evidence? Is Faith Just an Excuse for a Lack of Evidence? Nobody wants to be the gullible one holding onto an imaginary friend while the rest of the world has grown up. In this episode, Pedro tackles one of the most common cultural assumptions of our time: the idea that faith and facts are mortal enemies, and that "faith" is just a blind leap you take when the evidence runs out.

But what if that definition of faith is completely backwards?

In this episode, we unpack:

  • The Bridge Analogy: Why faith isn't the absence of evidence, but the exact moment you trust the evidence enough to move and commit your weight to it.
  • The Trauma of "Just Have Faith": How religious gaslighting and intellectual betrayal turn strict, cold empiricism into a brilliant psychological defense mechanism against spiritual abuse.
  • The Patron Saint of Empiricism: How Jesus handled "Doubting Thomas." Jesus didn't demand a lobotomy or lecture Thomas on blind faith—He actually submitted Himself to Thomas's physical, forensic peer review.

The next time someone demands absolute proof, don't just throw apologetics at them or get defensive. Validate their hunger for truth and honor their intellect. God is not intimidated by our hardest, most cynical questions.

Support & Connect:

  • Reach Out: Have questions or want to talk through your doubts? Email Pedro anytime at isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com.
  • Support the Show: If this podcast has been helpful to you, consider becoming a Patron using the link below, leaving a review, or sharing it with a friend who might be deconstructing.

Remember to ask yourself: Is it because of Jesus?

Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Nobody wants to be the gullible one holding onto an imaginary friend while the rest of the world has grown up. In this episode, Pedro tackles one of the most common cultural assumptions of our time: the idea that faith and facts are mortal enemies, and that "faith" is just a blind leap you take when the evidence runs out.

But what if that definition of faith is completely backwards?

In this episode, we unpack:

  • The Bridge Analogy: Why faith isn't the absence of evidence, but the exact moment you trust the evidence enough to move and commit your weight to it.
  • The Trauma of "Just Have Faith": How religious gaslighting and intellectual betrayal turn strict, cold empiricism into a brilliant psychological defense mechanism against spiritual abuse.
  • The Patron Saint of Empiricism: How Jesus handled "Doubting Thomas." Jesus didn't demand a lobotomy or lecture Thomas on blind faith—He actually submitted Himself to Thomas's physical, forensic peer review.

The next time someone demands absolute proof, don't just throw apologetics at them or get defensive. Validate their hunger for truth and honor their intellect. God is not intimidated by our hardest, most cynical questions.

Support & Connect:

  • Reach Out: Have questions or want to talk through your doubts? Email Pedro anytime at isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com.
  • Support the Show: If this podcast has been helpful to you, consider becoming a Patron using the link below, leaving a review, or sharing it with a friend who might be deconstructing.

Remember to ask yourself: Is it because of Jesus?

Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-19158652 Mon, 11 May 2026 13:00:00 -0400 518 full false The Atheist, the Serial Killer, and the Scandal of Grace The Atheist, the Serial Killer, and the Scandal of Grace A good atheist goes to hell while a serial killer goes to heaven because of a last-second prayer? That's not justice. It's a joke."

We are kicking off a brand-new format! Moving forward, Pedro is taking real, hard-hitting comments from skeptics on social media and breaking them down. We aren't just looking at the apologetics—we are diving into the psychology, the theology, and the very real human heart behind the screen.

In this episode, we tackle the deep end of the doubt pool: our core sense of fairness. If you view heaven as a VIP lounge for moral high-achievers and hell as a prison for bad people, then a deathbed conversion feels like a cosmic miscarriage of justice. But what if Christianity isn't about good vs. bad, but dead vs. alive?

What we cover:

  • The "Just World" Fallacy: Why the concept of radical grace completely shatters our psychological need for a predictable, karma-based universe.
  • The Heart Behind the Objection: Why skeptics aren't rejecting grace because they love sin, but because they are fiercely defending victims of injustice.
  • The Thief on the Cross: How Jesus handled this exact scandalous scenario in real-time—paying the massive cost of justice Himself so that no one is beyond the reach of rescue.

Grace isn't fair. And thank God it isn't. Because if God only gave us exactly what we earned, none of us would make it.

Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> A good atheist goes to hell while a serial killer goes to heaven because of a last-second prayer? That's not justice. It's a joke."

We are kicking off a brand-new format! Moving forward, Pedro is taking real, hard-hitting comments from skeptics on social media and breaking them down. We aren't just looking at the apologetics—we are diving into the psychology, the theology, and the very real human heart behind the screen.

In this episode, we tackle the deep end of the doubt pool: our core sense of fairness. If you view heaven as a VIP lounge for moral high-achievers and hell as a prison for bad people, then a deathbed conversion feels like a cosmic miscarriage of justice. But what if Christianity isn't about good vs. bad, but dead vs. alive?

What we cover:

  • The "Just World" Fallacy: Why the concept of radical grace completely shatters our psychological need for a predictable, karma-based universe.
  • The Heart Behind the Objection: Why skeptics aren't rejecting grace because they love sin, but because they are fiercely defending victims of injustice.
  • The Thief on the Cross: How Jesus handled this exact scandalous scenario in real-time—paying the massive cost of justice Himself so that no one is beyond the reach of rescue.

Grace isn't fair. And thank God it isn't. Because if God only gave us exactly what we earned, none of us would make it.

Have questions or want to connect?

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-19142253 Thu, 07 May 2026 14:00:00 -0400 506 full false Unconditional Positive Regard Unconditional Positive Regard Have you ever felt a relationship shift the moment a loved one says, "I don't believe the same things you do anymore"?

In this episode, Pedro tackles "Unconditional Positive Regard." We explore the hard work of separating a person's identity from their changing beliefs, the painful reality of conditional love, and how Jesus modeled radical acceptance at the Last Supper.

What I cover:

  • The Science of Identity Fusion: Why our brains instantly strip away empathy and recategorize loved ones as "outsiders" when their theology shifts.
  • The Condition of Our Love: How another's deconstruction exposes that our "unconditional" love is often just a transaction based on shared agreements.
  • Grace at the Table: How Jesus chose to stay close to those whose paths were about to wildly diverge from His.
  • This Week's Challenge: Connect with someone whose beliefs have shifted and talk about nothing theological. Remind them your love isn't a transaction.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Have you ever felt a relationship shift the moment a loved one says, "I don't believe the same things you do anymore"?

In this episode, Pedro tackles "Unconditional Positive Regard." We explore the hard work of separating a person's identity from their changing beliefs, the painful reality of conditional love, and how Jesus modeled radical acceptance at the Last Supper.

What I cover:

  • The Science of Identity Fusion: Why our brains instantly strip away empathy and recategorize loved ones as "outsiders" when their theology shifts.
  • The Condition of Our Love: How another's deconstruction exposes that our "unconditional" love is often just a transaction based on shared agreements.
  • Grace at the Table: How Jesus chose to stay close to those whose paths were about to wildly diverge from His.
  • This Week's Challenge: Connect with someone whose beliefs have shifted and talk about nothing theological. Remind them your love isn't a transaction.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-19026717 Thu, 16 Apr 2026 10:00:00 -0400 650 full false The Safe Friend The Safe Friend Have you ever had a friend drop a tiny hint that they are doubting their faith, and you immediately felt the urge to panic and preach?

In this episode, Pedro tackles becoming the "Safe Friend." Instead of throwing Christian clichés at a drowning person, we look in the mirror to explore why someone else's doubt triggers our own anxiety. We break down the fear of "psychological contagion" and explore how Jesus handled His friends' shattered faith on the road to Emmaus—pulling up a chair to listen rather than starting a theological debate.

What we cover:

  • The Science of Panic: Why our brains process a friend's doubt as a contagious threat to our own worldview.
  • The Urge to Fix: How offering quick apologetics and easy answers is often just a defense mechanism to manage our own fear of the dark.
  • Grace in the Mess: How Jesus creates the ultimate safe space by walking with His disappointed friends and letting them fully unload their grief.
  • This Week's Challenge: Resist the urge to preach. The next time someone shares a spiritual struggle, look them in the eye and simply say, "Tell me more."

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Have you ever had a friend drop a tiny hint that they are doubting their faith, and you immediately felt the urge to panic and preach?

In this episode, Pedro tackles becoming the "Safe Friend." Instead of throwing Christian clichés at a drowning person, we look in the mirror to explore why someone else's doubt triggers our own anxiety. We break down the fear of "psychological contagion" and explore how Jesus handled His friends' shattered faith on the road to Emmaus—pulling up a chair to listen rather than starting a theological debate.

What we cover:

  • The Science of Panic: Why our brains process a friend's doubt as a contagious threat to our own worldview.
  • The Urge to Fix: How offering quick apologetics and easy answers is often just a defense mechanism to manage our own fear of the dark.
  • Grace in the Mess: How Jesus creates the ultimate safe space by walking with His disappointed friends and letting them fully unload their grief.
  • This Week's Challenge: Resist the urge to preach. The next time someone shares a spiritual struggle, look them in the eye and simply say, "Tell me more."

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18930338 Mon, 30 Mar 2026 10:00:00 -0400 671 full false The Fear of Relational Rupture The Fear of Relational Rupture Have you ever sat in your small group, nodding along to something you disagree with because you're terrified of losing your friends?

In this episode, Pedro tackles the "Fear of Relational Rupture." Instead of blaming the church for our silence, we look in the mirror to explore why we often "pre-reject" ourselves out of fear. We break down the heavy toll of hiding your doubts and explore how Jesus meets us in the dark—just like He did with Nicodemus—while gently inviting us to step into the light.

What we cover:

  • The Science of Fear: Why our brains process the threat of social rejection exactly like physical pain.
  • The Cost of Hiding: The exhausting emotional weight of Sunday morning imposter syndrome.
  • Grace in the Mess: How Jesus handles our worldview-shattering questions without intimidation.

This Week's Challenge: Step out of hiding. Find one safe person who loves you and Jesus, and share just one question you've been keeping to yourself.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

If you found this episode helpful, please rate the show, leave a comment, or share it with a friend who is wrestling with doubt. For more resources, visit the links in the show notes.


]]> Have you ever sat in your small group, nodding along to something you disagree with because you're terrified of losing your friends?

In this episode, Pedro tackles the "Fear of Relational Rupture." Instead of blaming the church for our silence, we look in the mirror to explore why we often "pre-reject" ourselves out of fear. We break down the heavy toll of hiding your doubts and explore how Jesus meets us in the dark—just like He did with Nicodemus—while gently inviting us to step into the light.

What we cover:

  • The Science of Fear: Why our brains process the threat of social rejection exactly like physical pain.
  • The Cost of Hiding: The exhausting emotional weight of Sunday morning imposter syndrome.
  • Grace in the Mess: How Jesus handles our worldview-shattering questions without intimidation.

This Week's Challenge: Step out of hiding. Find one safe person who loves you and Jesus, and share just one question you've been keeping to yourself.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

If you found this episode helpful, please rate the show, leave a comment, or share it with a friend who is wrestling with doubt. For more resources, visit the links in the show notes.


]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18894411 Mon, 23 Mar 2026 12:00:00 -0400 686 full false The Crisis of Borrowed Faith The Crisis of Borrowed Faith The Crisis of Borrowed Faith

Are you navigating your life with someone else's map? In this episode, Pedro Garcia explores one of the most terrifying milestones in a person's spiritual journey: the moment you realize your faith isn't actually yours. Whether it was handed down by parents, a youth pastor, or a tradition, "borrowed faith" often works—until the storm hits and the map no longer matches the terrain.

In this episode, we dive into:

  • The Psychology of Offloading: Why our brains are biologically hardwired to "download" the beliefs of our caregivers for survival and efficiency.
  • The "Imposter" Burden: Understanding the emotional exhaustion of wearing "someone else’s armor" and why feeling empty in your faith isn't a sign of failure, but of growth.
  • From Testimony to Encounter: Looking at the Samaritans in John 4 to see how Jesus invites us to move past "believing because of what others said" into knowing Him for ourselves.

If your inherited beliefs are breaking down, don't panic. This isn't the end of your faith—it’s the beginning of an owned one.

The Challenge: Identify one habit or belief you maintain only because you were taught to. Bring it to Jesus this week and ask: "Is this You, or just something I inherited?"

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

If you found this episode helpful, please rate the show, leave a comment, or share it with a friend who is wrestling with doubt. For more resources, visit the links in the show notes.


]]> The Crisis of Borrowed Faith

Are you navigating your life with someone else's map? In this episode, Pedro Garcia explores one of the most terrifying milestones in a person's spiritual journey: the moment you realize your faith isn't actually yours. Whether it was handed down by parents, a youth pastor, or a tradition, "borrowed faith" often works—until the storm hits and the map no longer matches the terrain.

In this episode, we dive into:

  • The Psychology of Offloading: Why our brains are biologically hardwired to "download" the beliefs of our caregivers for survival and efficiency.
  • The "Imposter" Burden: Understanding the emotional exhaustion of wearing "someone else’s armor" and why feeling empty in your faith isn't a sign of failure, but of growth.
  • From Testimony to Encounter: Looking at the Samaritans in John 4 to see how Jesus invites us to move past "believing because of what others said" into knowing Him for ourselves.

If your inherited beliefs are breaking down, don't panic. This isn't the end of your faith—it’s the beginning of an owned one.

The Challenge: Identify one habit or belief you maintain only because you were taught to. Bring it to Jesus this week and ask: "Is this You, or just something I inherited?"

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

If you found this episode helpful, please rate the show, leave a comment, or share it with a friend who is wrestling with doubt. For more resources, visit the links in the show notes.


]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18854969 Mon, 16 Mar 2026 11:00:00 -0400 816 full false The Great Cloud of Doubters The Great Cloud of Doubters The Great Cloud of Doubters

Are you the only one faking it? In this episode, Pedro tackles the "Imposter Phenomenon" within faith. If you’ve ever looked around a worship service and felt like the only person with questions, you aren’t losing your faith—you’re likely a victim of pluralistic ignorance.

In this episode, we explore:

  • The Science of Doubt: Why isolation triggers a "threat response" in your brain, and how finding a fellow doubter creates "social buffering" to lower your cortisol.
  • The Cost of the Mask: Why "spiritual performance" leads to burnout and why honesty is the only path to relief.
  • Biblical Wrestlers: From Jacob (whose name literally means "he who wrestles with God") to Thomas, we see that God doesn't scold doubters—He meets them exactly where they are.

Doubt isn't the opposite of faith; it’s the historical norm. Stop carrying the 50lb backpack of certainty and join the long lineage of those who limped across the finish line.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> The Great Cloud of Doubters

Are you the only one faking it? In this episode, Pedro tackles the "Imposter Phenomenon" within faith. If you’ve ever looked around a worship service and felt like the only person with questions, you aren’t losing your faith—you’re likely a victim of pluralistic ignorance.

In this episode, we explore:

  • The Science of Doubt: Why isolation triggers a "threat response" in your brain, and how finding a fellow doubter creates "social buffering" to lower your cortisol.
  • The Cost of the Mask: Why "spiritual performance" leads to burnout and why honesty is the only path to relief.
  • Biblical Wrestlers: From Jacob (whose name literally means "he who wrestles with God") to Thomas, we see that God doesn't scold doubters—He meets them exactly where they are.

Doubt isn't the opposite of faith; it’s the historical norm. Stop carrying the 50lb backpack of certainty and join the long lineage of those who limped across the finish line.

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18825164 Tue, 10 Mar 2026 16:00:00 -0400 805 full false The Shame of Questioning. The Shame of Questioning. Why does asking "Why?" about our faith feel like a betrayal of the people who raised us?

In this episode of Is It Because of Jesus?, host Pedro García tackles the "dirty secret" of doubt. Before we can even begin to look for theological answers, we have to dismantle the heavy emotional barrier of shame that stops us from asking the hard questions in the first place.

In this episode, we explore:

  • The Science of Shame: Why that racing heart you feel during a moment of doubt is actually your brain's "survival mode" terrified of losing your tribe—not spiritual condemnation.
  • Inherited vs. Owned Faith: The painful fear of disappointing the family who gave you your religion, and what it takes to transition from a faith you simply inherited to one you truly own.
  • The Jesus Perspective: Looking at how Jesus responded to John the Baptist's profound doubts, we see that Jesus doesn't demand blind, silent agreement. He is a safe place for seekers.

If guilt is telling you to stay silent, that pressure isn't coming from Jesus. Tune in to learn how to move past the fear of betrayal and bring your very real questions to the table.

If you are doubting or deconstructing your faith, Is it Because of Jesus?

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]]> Why does asking "Why?" about our faith feel like a betrayal of the people who raised us?

In this episode of Is It Because of Jesus?, host Pedro García tackles the "dirty secret" of doubt. Before we can even begin to look for theological answers, we have to dismantle the heavy emotional barrier of shame that stops us from asking the hard questions in the first place.

In this episode, we explore:

  • The Science of Shame: Why that racing heart you feel during a moment of doubt is actually your brain's "survival mode" terrified of losing your tribe—not spiritual condemnation.
  • Inherited vs. Owned Faith: The painful fear of disappointing the family who gave you your religion, and what it takes to transition from a faith you simply inherited to one you truly own.
  • The Jesus Perspective: Looking at how Jesus responded to John the Baptist's profound doubts, we see that Jesus doesn't demand blind, silent agreement. He is a safe place for seekers.

If guilt is telling you to stay silent, that pressure isn't coming from Jesus. Tune in to learn how to move past the fear of betrayal and bring your very real questions to the table.

If you are doubting or deconstructing your faith, Is it Because of Jesus?

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

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Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18784726 Tue, 03 Mar 2026 16:00:00 -0500 834 full false Chapter 15: Thank You Chapter 15: Thank You Description: 

The surgeon delivers the words that shatter everything: "Sorry, Peter didn't make it."

In this devastating final chapter, we witness the raw reality of grief. We watch Thomas flee the hospital in a state of dissociation and end up at a lake, screaming his rage at a God he isn't sure exists. We explore the "Intrusion of the Cross"—how the image of a suffering God forces its way into our darkest moments—and the heroic choice to reject the poison of resentment.

Finally, Thomas opens Peter’s last letter, revealing the question that defines the entire journey: "Is it because of Jesus?"

In this episode:

  • The Trauma Response: Why we shut down or run away when tragedy strikes.
  • The Primal Scream: When rage at God is actually a sign of love.
  • The Intrusion of the Cross: Why sacrificial love cannot be explained, only demonstrated.
  • The Choice Against Resentment: Honoring the dead by refusing to become bitter.
  • The Centurion: Finding the Son of God in the moment of ultimate defeat.

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The surgeon delivers the words that shatter everything: "Sorry, Peter didn't make it."

In this devastating final chapter, we witness the raw reality of grief. We watch Thomas flee the hospital in a state of dissociation and end up at a lake, screaming his rage at a God he isn't sure exists. We explore the "Intrusion of the Cross"—how the image of a suffering God forces its way into our darkest moments—and the heroic choice to reject the poison of resentment.

Finally, Thomas opens Peter’s last letter, revealing the question that defines the entire journey: "Is it because of Jesus?"

In this episode:

  • The Trauma Response: Why we shut down or run away when tragedy strikes.
  • The Primal Scream: When rage at God is actually a sign of love.
  • The Intrusion of the Cross: Why sacrificial love cannot be explained, only demonstrated.
  • The Choice Against Resentment: Honoring the dead by refusing to become bitter.
  • The Centurion: Finding the Son of God in the moment of ultimate defeat.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441298 Fri, 30 Jan 2026 15:00:00 -0500 748 1 15 full false Chapter 14: The Day Before Chapter 14: The Day Before Description: 

The day before Peter's surgery, his hospital room is filled with an unlikely mix: believers, atheists, skeptics, and family. It is a testament to a life lived with radical inclusivity.

In this pivotal episode, we witness the "Existential Surrender" of a man facing death who has found peace not by fighting, but by letting go. We also uncover a secret act of love—Thomas, despite his deconstruction, has been working behind the scenes to help his friend. This proves that character is often more stable than belief.

Finally, Thomas reaches the bottom of his doubts and asks the most famous question in history: "What is truth?" We compare this to Pilate's cynical question and Jesus's radical answer: that Truth is not a concept, but a Person.

In this episode:

  • The Unlikely Community: Why the strongest friendships aren't built on agreement.
  • Existential Surrender: Finding peace by relinquishing control.
  • Love as Action: Thomas’s quiet sacrifice for Peter.
  • Epistemological Humility: Admitting that, ultimately, "no one knows."
  • "I Am the Way": Jesus redefining the search for truth.

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]]> Description: 

The day before Peter's surgery, his hospital room is filled with an unlikely mix: believers, atheists, skeptics, and family. It is a testament to a life lived with radical inclusivity.

In this pivotal episode, we witness the "Existential Surrender" of a man facing death who has found peace not by fighting, but by letting go. We also uncover a secret act of love—Thomas, despite his deconstruction, has been working behind the scenes to help his friend. This proves that character is often more stable than belief.

Finally, Thomas reaches the bottom of his doubts and asks the most famous question in history: "What is truth?" We compare this to Pilate's cynical question and Jesus's radical answer: that Truth is not a concept, but a Person.

In this episode:

  • The Unlikely Community: Why the strongest friendships aren't built on agreement.
  • Existential Surrender: Finding peace by relinquishing control.
  • Love as Action: Thomas’s quiet sacrifice for Peter.
  • Epistemological Humility: Admitting that, ultimately, "no one knows."
  • "I Am the Way": Jesus redefining the search for truth.

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441275 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 15:00:00 -0500 848 1 14 full false Chapter 13: THE Conversation Chapter 13: THE Conversation Description: 

"Christianity is too much, but the world offers too little. One is outrageous, and the other one is too empty."

In this heartbreaking episode, Thomas and Sofía finally confront the chasm between them. It begins with a profound apology—Sofía admits that her reaction was driven by trauma, not theology. But even in this safe space, Thomas finds himself trapped in the "Agnostic's Lament," stuck between the apathy of lost faith and the crushing emptiness of a godless universe.

We witness the collision of two realities: the Empirical vs. the Transcendent. And finally, we hear Sofía’s devastating declaration of love—a sacrifice that values Thomas's eternity more than their marriage.

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]]> Description: 

"Christianity is too much, but the world offers too little. One is outrageous, and the other one is too empty."

In this heartbreaking episode, Thomas and Sofía finally confront the chasm between them. It begins with a profound apology—Sofía admits that her reaction was driven by trauma, not theology. But even in this safe space, Thomas finds himself trapped in the "Agnostic's Lament," stuck between the apathy of lost faith and the crushing emptiness of a godless universe.

We witness the collision of two realities: the Empirical vs. the Transcendent. And finally, we hear Sofía’s devastating declaration of love—a sacrifice that values Thomas's eternity more than their marriage.

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441263 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 14:00:00 -0500 806 1 13 full false Chapter 12: Peace in Uncertainty Chapter 12: Peace in Uncertainty Description: 

Thomas drops a heavy critique: “It sounds like you don’t have an actual relationship with Jesus. You are just following an ideal.”

In this deeply personal episode, we face the possibility that our faith has become nothing more than a "moral self-improvement project." Peter counters with a radical claim: You can't see God through the lens of pride; you can only see Him through the filter of repentance. We explore the anxiety of a "Striving-Based Identity" versus the freedom of a "Received Identity."

Finally, the intellectual defenses crumble not with an argument, but with an action. A group hug brings Thomas to tears, proving that sometimes the only answer to existential doubt is embodied grace.

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]]> Description: 

Thomas drops a heavy critique: “It sounds like you don’t have an actual relationship with Jesus. You are just following an ideal.”

In this deeply personal episode, we face the possibility that our faith has become nothing more than a "moral self-improvement project." Peter counters with a radical claim: You can't see God through the lens of pride; you can only see Him through the filter of repentance. We explore the anxiety of a "Striving-Based Identity" versus the freedom of a "Received Identity."

Finally, the intellectual defenses crumble not with an argument, but with an action. A group hug brings Thomas to tears, proving that sometimes the only answer to existential doubt is embodied grace.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441255 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 12:00:00 -0500 710 1 12 full false Chapter 11: No More Chapter 11: No More Description: 

The roles are finally reversed. Peter, the steadfast guide, is helpless and unable to move. Thomas, the doubter, must become the caregiver.

In this pivotal episode, the intellectual debate stops and real life takes over. Thomas announces he is leaving—not just the church, but the city itself. We face Peter’s piercing question: “Are you moving away, or are you escaping?” We also confront the dangerous resentment Thomas is building toward Sofía, learning why trying to kill your love for someone is actually a poison that kills you.

As Peter is taken away in an ambulance, he leaves Thomas with one final, haunting question: “Who can I become away from Jesus?”

In this episode:

  • Role Reversal: When the strong believer becomes the helpless patient.
  • The Geography of Identity: The difference between finding yourself and fleeing your pain.
  • The Poison of Resentment: Why hating those who hurt you is an emotional prison.
  • Ontology vs. Epistemology: Moving from "What is true?" to "Who am I?"
  • Jesus Wept: A God who cries with us before He saves us.

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]]> Description: 

The roles are finally reversed. Peter, the steadfast guide, is helpless and unable to move. Thomas, the doubter, must become the caregiver.

In this pivotal episode, the intellectual debate stops and real life takes over. Thomas announces he is leaving—not just the church, but the city itself. We face Peter’s piercing question: “Are you moving away, or are you escaping?” We also confront the dangerous resentment Thomas is building toward Sofía, learning why trying to kill your love for someone is actually a poison that kills you.

As Peter is taken away in an ambulance, he leaves Thomas with one final, haunting question: “Who can I become away from Jesus?”

In this episode:

  • Role Reversal: When the strong believer becomes the helpless patient.
  • The Geography of Identity: The difference between finding yourself and fleeing your pain.
  • The Poison of Resentment: Why hating those who hurt you is an emotional prison.
  • Ontology vs. Epistemology: Moving from "What is true?" to "Who am I?"
  • Jesus Wept: A God who cries with us before He saves us.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

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Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441244 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 11:00:00 -0500 776 1 11 full false Chapter 10: Nothing Chapter 10: Nothing Description: 

Thomas finally sends the text message that changes everything: "I don't believe anymore."

In this heartbreaking episode, we sit in the empty space left behind when a friend walks away from the faith. We explore the psychology of deconversion as a "Death of a Worldview"—a loss that must be mourned, not argued with. We witness Peter’s raw "Wilderness Prayer," where he moves from anguish to surrender, and hear an unexpected lesson from Jim, the atheist, on why we need a "vertical connection" to survive a "horizontal life."

Finally, we look at Peter's response—a masterclass in unconditional love—and find hope in the Parable of the Prodigal Son, reminding us that sometimes the most faithful thing we can do is wait and watch the horizon.

In this episode:

  • The Raindrop Meditation: Confronting the fragility of life.
  • Grief vs. Argument: Why Thomas needs to mourn his old life.
  • Vertical vs. Horizontal Living: Finding stability in a chaotic world.
  • Love Beyond Agreement: How to stay friends when faith fades.
  • The Prodigal Father: The power of waiting without condemning.

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]]> Description: 

Thomas finally sends the text message that changes everything: "I don't believe anymore."

In this heartbreaking episode, we sit in the empty space left behind when a friend walks away from the faith. We explore the psychology of deconversion as a "Death of a Worldview"—a loss that must be mourned, not argued with. We witness Peter’s raw "Wilderness Prayer," where he moves from anguish to surrender, and hear an unexpected lesson from Jim, the atheist, on why we need a "vertical connection" to survive a "horizontal life."

Finally, we look at Peter's response—a masterclass in unconditional love—and find hope in the Parable of the Prodigal Son, reminding us that sometimes the most faithful thing we can do is wait and watch the horizon.

In this episode:

  • The Raindrop Meditation: Confronting the fragility of life.
  • Grief vs. Argument: Why Thomas needs to mourn his old life.
  • Vertical vs. Horizontal Living: Finding stability in a chaotic world.
  • Love Beyond Agreement: How to stay friends when faith fades.
  • The Prodigal Father: The power of waiting without condemning.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441233 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 10:00:00 -0500 922 1 10 full false Chapter 9: A Prison of My Own Chapter 9: A Prison of My Own Description:

 Karl doesn't offer comfort; he offers a diagnosis. When he accuses Thomas of "suppressing the truth," the gloves come off. But is Karl fighting for God, or is he fighting for himself?

In this intense episode, we analyze the "Weaponization of Theology"—how insecure people use doctrine to control others. We witness a brutal confrontation where the debate about truth is unmasked as a proxy war for jealousy and resentment. But the real twist comes from Lourdes, who reveals the tragic backstory that turns the villain into a victim.

Join us as we learn to spot the "Idol of Correctness" and discover why some people build theological prisons to protect their own terrified hearts.

In this episode:

  • Weaponized Theology: Using the Bible to manage your own anxiety.
  • The Idol of Correctness: Worshipping your theology instead of God.
  • The Proxy War: When "heresy hunting" is actually just jealousy.
  • The Ribcage: Understanding arrogance as a defense mechanism against abandonment.
  • Father Forgive Them: Jesus’s radical empathy for his own tormentors.

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]]> Description:

 Karl doesn't offer comfort; he offers a diagnosis. When he accuses Thomas of "suppressing the truth," the gloves come off. But is Karl fighting for God, or is he fighting for himself?

In this intense episode, we analyze the "Weaponization of Theology"—how insecure people use doctrine to control others. We witness a brutal confrontation where the debate about truth is unmasked as a proxy war for jealousy and resentment. But the real twist comes from Lourdes, who reveals the tragic backstory that turns the villain into a victim.

Join us as we learn to spot the "Idol of Correctness" and discover why some people build theological prisons to protect their own terrified hearts.

In this episode:

  • Weaponized Theology: Using the Bible to manage your own anxiety.
  • The Idol of Correctness: Worshipping your theology instead of God.
  • The Proxy War: When "heresy hunting" is actually just jealousy.
  • The Ribcage: Understanding arrogance as a defense mechanism against abandonment.
  • Father Forgive Them: Jesus’s radical empathy for his own tormentors.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441225 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 09:00:00 -0500 786 1 9 full false Chapter 8: Soul's Carving Party Chapter 8: Soul's Carving Party Description: 

Edward was a genius who taught himself Greek and Hebrew, yet he was one of the loneliest men alive. Why? Because he became a "Slave to Knowledge."

In this deep dive, we explore the danger of using intellect as a fortress against vulnerability. We distinguish between knowing about love and actually doing it. The journey takes a heartbreaking turn as Peter breaks down on the way to the hospital, crying out, "Why again?" This honest lament introduces us to the "Peace of Paradox"—the outstanding Christian ability to find joy in suffering and peace in uncertainty.

Finally, we tackle Thomas’s brilliant question: If God exists, why is He so hidden? The answer reframes the entire universe from a courtroom of evidence to a space of invitation.

In this episode:

  • The Slavery of Knowledge: When being smart leaves you alone.
  • Declarative vs. Procedural: Why you can't learn love from a book.
  • The Honest Cry: Peter’s raw moment of fear in the car.
  • Divine Hiddenness: Why God gives us space to choose Him.
  • The Paralytic Man: Jesus meeting our deepest need first.

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]]> Description: 

Edward was a genius who taught himself Greek and Hebrew, yet he was one of the loneliest men alive. Why? Because he became a "Slave to Knowledge."

In this deep dive, we explore the danger of using intellect as a fortress against vulnerability. We distinguish between knowing about love and actually doing it. The journey takes a heartbreaking turn as Peter breaks down on the way to the hospital, crying out, "Why again?" This honest lament introduces us to the "Peace of Paradox"—the outstanding Christian ability to find joy in suffering and peace in uncertainty.

Finally, we tackle Thomas’s brilliant question: If God exists, why is He so hidden? The answer reframes the entire universe from a courtroom of evidence to a space of invitation.

In this episode:

  • The Slavery of Knowledge: When being smart leaves you alone.
  • Declarative vs. Procedural: Why you can't learn love from a book.
  • The Honest Cry: Peter’s raw moment of fear in the car.
  • Divine Hiddenness: Why God gives us space to choose Him.
  • The Paralytic Man: Jesus meeting our deepest need first.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441216 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 08:00:00 -0500 812 1 8 full false Chapter 7: Proud of My Weaknesses Chapter 7: Proud of My Weaknesses Description: 

"Do you think prayer works?" When Thomas finally asks this, Peter’s answer destroys the idea of God as a cosmic vending machine. But the hardest lesson comes from Lourdes, who confronts the two with a loving fury for trying to suffer in silence.

In this episode, we explore the "Great Cloud of Doubters"—from Abraham to the Apostle Peter—proving that Thomas is not unique in his skepticism. We also reach a pivotal turning point where Thomas stops deconstructing Christianity and starts critiquing his new alternative: Does atheism actually offer more certainty?

Finally, we turn the lens inward with the concept of "Motivated Reasoning," asking if our doubts are truly intellectual or just a shield for our pain, and find hope in Paul’s "thorn in the flesh."

In this episode:

  • Transactional Prayer: Why treating God like a service provider destroys faith.
  • The Cost of Isolation: Why we are not designed to doubt alone.
  • The Cloud of Doubters: Normalizing the struggle through biblical history.
  • Motivated Reasoning: Having the courage to question your own questions.
  • Paul’s Thorn: When God’s power is revealed in our weakness.

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]]> Description: 

"Do you think prayer works?" When Thomas finally asks this, Peter’s answer destroys the idea of God as a cosmic vending machine. But the hardest lesson comes from Lourdes, who confronts the two with a loving fury for trying to suffer in silence.

In this episode, we explore the "Great Cloud of Doubters"—from Abraham to the Apostle Peter—proving that Thomas is not unique in his skepticism. We also reach a pivotal turning point where Thomas stops deconstructing Christianity and starts critiquing his new alternative: Does atheism actually offer more certainty?

Finally, we turn the lens inward with the concept of "Motivated Reasoning," asking if our doubts are truly intellectual or just a shield for our pain, and find hope in Paul’s "thorn in the flesh."

In this episode:

  • Transactional Prayer: Why treating God like a service provider destroys faith.
  • The Cost of Isolation: Why we are not designed to doubt alone.
  • The Cloud of Doubters: Normalizing the struggle through biblical history.
  • Motivated Reasoning: Having the courage to question your own questions.
  • Paul’s Thorn: When God’s power is revealed in our weakness.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441207 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 07:00:00 -0500 768 1 7 full false Chapter 6: Justice for All Chapter 6: Justice for All Description: 

Jim was a pastor until, in his view, the hypocrisy of the church regarding his sexuality drove him away. His pain is real, but is his logic sound?

In this episode, we analyze the story of Jim to understand "Overgeneralization"—the dangerous mental leap where we let the failures of Jesus's followers discredit Jesus himself. We look at Jim's embrace of atheism not just as a philosophy, but as a "Reaction Formation"—a psychological defense mechanism to protect himself from judgment.

We also witness a beautiful moment where Jim, acting as an artist, sees Lourdes with perfect clarity, contrasting with the biased lens he uses to view his former faith. Finally, we ask the hard question about "Motivated Reasoning": Did Jim find the truth, or did he find the arguments necessary to solve his pain?

In this episode:

  • Overgeneralization: Blaming the Founder for the flaws of the followers.
  • Reaction Formation: Why we swing to the opposite extreme to feel safe.
  • Emotional Reasoning: When "what feels good" becomes "what is true."
  • Motivated Reasoning: Searching for evidence to back up a breakup.
  • Zacchaeus: How Jesus refuses to play our psychological games.

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]]> Description: 

Jim was a pastor until, in his view, the hypocrisy of the church regarding his sexuality drove him away. His pain is real, but is his logic sound?

In this episode, we analyze the story of Jim to understand "Overgeneralization"—the dangerous mental leap where we let the failures of Jesus's followers discredit Jesus himself. We look at Jim's embrace of atheism not just as a philosophy, but as a "Reaction Formation"—a psychological defense mechanism to protect himself from judgment.

We also witness a beautiful moment where Jim, acting as an artist, sees Lourdes with perfect clarity, contrasting with the biased lens he uses to view his former faith. Finally, we ask the hard question about "Motivated Reasoning": Did Jim find the truth, or did he find the arguments necessary to solve his pain?

In this episode:

  • Overgeneralization: Blaming the Founder for the flaws of the followers.
  • Reaction Formation: Why we swing to the opposite extreme to feel safe.
  • Emotional Reasoning: When "what feels good" becomes "what is true."
  • Motivated Reasoning: Searching for evidence to back up a breakup.
  • Zacchaeus: How Jesus refuses to play our psychological games.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441192 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 06:00:00 -0500 996 1 6 full false Chapter 5: For the Bible Tells Me So Chapter 5: For the Bible Tells Me So Description: 

Thomas finally asks the question he's been dreading: What are the pills for? The answer changes everything. Peter confesses that his tumor is back, shattering the myth of the "fearless believer" and revealing the terrifying reality that faith doesn't always take away the pain.

In this emotional episode, we witness two friends on a trail facing the void together. We explore the "Ministry of Presence"—why silence is often the only prayer we need—and the moment Thomas, the skeptic, accidentally prays when his friend collapses. We also decode a text message from Sofía that changes the entire dynamic of doubt: “I am not afraid of your questions, I am afraid to lose you because of them.”

Join host Pedro R. García as we move from the Garden of Gethsemane to the hiking trail, discovering that trust is not the absence of fear, but the choice we make in the middle of it.

In this episode:

  • The Confession: Peter admits he is terrified of dying.
  • Spiritual Muscle Memory: Why Thomas prays when he stops thinking.
  • Transactional vs. Relational Prayer: Are you treating God like a vending machine?
  • Sofía’s Text: Separating the fear of questions from the fear of abandonment.
  • Gethsemane: Jesus, anxiety, and the permission to be human.

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]]> Description: 

Thomas finally asks the question he's been dreading: What are the pills for? The answer changes everything. Peter confesses that his tumor is back, shattering the myth of the "fearless believer" and revealing the terrifying reality that faith doesn't always take away the pain.

In this emotional episode, we witness two friends on a trail facing the void together. We explore the "Ministry of Presence"—why silence is often the only prayer we need—and the moment Thomas, the skeptic, accidentally prays when his friend collapses. We also decode a text message from Sofía that changes the entire dynamic of doubt: “I am not afraid of your questions, I am afraid to lose you because of them.”

Join host Pedro R. García as we move from the Garden of Gethsemane to the hiking trail, discovering that trust is not the absence of fear, but the choice we make in the middle of it.

In this episode:

  • The Confession: Peter admits he is terrified of dying.
  • Spiritual Muscle Memory: Why Thomas prays when he stops thinking.
  • Transactional vs. Relational Prayer: Are you treating God like a vending machine?
  • Sofía’s Text: Separating the fear of questions from the fear of abandonment.
  • Gethsemane: Jesus, anxiety, and the permission to be human.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

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]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441183 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 05:00:00 -0500 900 1 5 full false Chapter 4: Truth is a Journey Chapter 4: Truth is a Journey Description: 

Thomas wants to debate the age of the universe. Peter wants to talk about real life. But why is Thomas so eager to jump into an intellectual argument immediately after hearing a heartbreaking story about death?

In this episode, we expose the defense mechanism of "Intellectualization"—how we use logic to protect ourselves from the messy reality of grief. We listen to the tragic origin story of "The Shire" coffee shop and witness a tense showdown where Thomas slams a bottle of depression medication onto the table, demanding answers from Peter.

Finally, we see how Jesus handles our hidden secrets through the story of the Woman at the Well, proving that being fully known is not the end of our life, but the beginning of grace.

In this episode:

  • Vicarious Grief: How other people's pain forces us to face our own.
  • Intellectualization: Using science debates to avoid a broken heart.
  • "Can't" vs. "Don't Want To": A crucial lesson in empathy for relationships.
  • The Antidepressants: The shattering of the "perfect Christian" image.
  • Romans 12 & John 4: Testing faith through obedience and being seen by Jesus.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

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Thomas wants to debate the age of the universe. Peter wants to talk about real life. But why is Thomas so eager to jump into an intellectual argument immediately after hearing a heartbreaking story about death?

In this episode, we expose the defense mechanism of "Intellectualization"—how we use logic to protect ourselves from the messy reality of grief. We listen to the tragic origin story of "The Shire" coffee shop and witness a tense showdown where Thomas slams a bottle of depression medication onto the table, demanding answers from Peter.

Finally, we see how Jesus handles our hidden secrets through the story of the Woman at the Well, proving that being fully known is not the end of our life, but the beginning of grace.

In this episode:

  • Vicarious Grief: How other people's pain forces us to face our own.
  • Intellectualization: Using science debates to avoid a broken heart.
  • "Can't" vs. "Don't Want To": A crucial lesson in empathy for relationships.
  • The Antidepressants: The shattering of the "perfect Christian" image.
  • Romans 12 & John 4: Testing faith through obedience and being seen by Jesus.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441173 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 04:00:00 -0500 828 1 4 full false Chapter 3: Unexpected Turns Chapter 3: Unexpected Turns Description: 

Landon enters the story not with questions, but with accusations. He calls his sister "pathetic" and mocks Peter's faith. But is this intellectual superiority, or is it a shield?

In this volatile episode, we deconstruct the "Fortress of Cynicism." We watch as a barista’s innocent comment shatters Landon's defenses, revealing that his war against God is actually a war against his own grief over his father's death. But Landon isn't the only one hiding something.

When Peter snaps, losing his patience and dropping a bottle of depression medication, the illusion of the "perfect believer" is destroyed. We explore the reality that faith is not a cure-all for mental health, and look at how Jesus's anger in the temple gives us permission to feel deeply.

In this episode:

  • Antagonism as Defense: Why some people attack rather than listen.
  • The Innocent Trigger: How grief wears the mask of anger.
  • The "Horrible" Bible: Why Peter agrees that Scripture is dark, and why that’s a good thing.
  • The Pills: The shocking discovery that Peter is battling depression.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

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Landon enters the story not with questions, but with accusations. He calls his sister "pathetic" and mocks Peter's faith. But is this intellectual superiority, or is it a shield?

In this volatile episode, we deconstruct the "Fortress of Cynicism." We watch as a barista’s innocent comment shatters Landon's defenses, revealing that his war against God is actually a war against his own grief over his father's death. But Landon isn't the only one hiding something.

When Peter snaps, losing his patience and dropping a bottle of depression medication, the illusion of the "perfect believer" is destroyed. We explore the reality that faith is not a cure-all for mental health, and look at how Jesus's anger in the temple gives us permission to feel deeply.

In this episode:

  • Antagonism as Defense: Why some people attack rather than listen.
  • The Innocent Trigger: How grief wears the mask of anger.
  • The "Horrible" Bible: Why Peter agrees that Scripture is dark, and why that’s a good thing.
  • The Pills: The shocking discovery that Peter is battling depression.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441159 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 03:00:00 -0500 876 1 3 full false Chapter 2: Nothing is Forever Chapter 2: Nothing is Forever
Description: 

Thomas finally confesses his doubt to his fiancée, Sofía, and the result is catastrophic: she leaves him. But why?

In this episode, we unpack the psychology behind Sofía’s reaction, introducing the concept of "Traumatic Transference." We explore how one person's doubt can trigger another person's deepest abandonment wounds. But we don't stop there. We ask the hard question: Is your doubt actually intellectual, or is it emotional pain wearing a disguise?

Join host Pedro R. García as we dig into the "Intellectual Façade," the raw protest of the Problem of Evil, and the vulnerable admission that even the strongest faith can be rooted in a fear of death.

In this episode:

  • Traumatic Transference: Why we punish others for our past wounds.
  • The Intellectual Shield: Using logic to hide grief and trauma.
  • The Fear of Death: Peter’s honest confession about why he believes.
  • The Weeping God: Why Jesus suffering with us changes everything.


Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

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Description: 

Thomas finally confesses his doubt to his fiancée, Sofía, and the result is catastrophic: she leaves him. But why?

In this episode, we unpack the psychology behind Sofía’s reaction, introducing the concept of "Traumatic Transference." We explore how one person's doubt can trigger another person's deepest abandonment wounds. But we don't stop there. We ask the hard question: Is your doubt actually intellectual, or is it emotional pain wearing a disguise?

Join host Pedro R. García as we dig into the "Intellectual Façade," the raw protest of the Problem of Evil, and the vulnerable admission that even the strongest faith can be rooted in a fear of death.

In this episode:

  • Traumatic Transference: Why we punish others for our past wounds.
  • The Intellectual Shield: Using logic to hide grief and trauma.
  • The Fear of Death: Peter’s honest confession about why he believes.
  • The Weeping God: Why Jesus suffering with us changes everything.


Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441132 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 02:00:00 -0500 1064 1 2 full true Chapter 1: Doubts are creeping Chapter 1: Doubts are creeping Description: 

What happens when you finally whisper the words, "I don’t think I believe anymore"?

In this episode, we dissect the terrifying moment of confessing doubt to a friend. We explore the fear of "relational rupture"—the deep anxiety that losing your faith means losing your loved ones. Through the story of Thomas and Peter, we look at how to react when a friend confesses doubt, not with judgment, but with the radical affirmation: "I am proud of you."

We also tackle the crisis of "Borrowed Faith," the difference between doubting away from God versus doubting toward Him, and ultimately, how Jesus responds to our skepticism not with a lecture, but with an invitation to touch His wounds.

In this episode:

  • Overcoming the fear of rejection.
  • Why realized your faith is "borrowed" is actually a good thing.
  • How to protect your relationships while deconstructing.
  • Jesus and the Apostle Thomas: A model for safe skepticism.


Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

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What happens when you finally whisper the words, "I don’t think I believe anymore"?

In this episode, we dissect the terrifying moment of confessing doubt to a friend. We explore the fear of "relational rupture"—the deep anxiety that losing your faith means losing your loved ones. Through the story of Thomas and Peter, we look at how to react when a friend confesses doubt, not with judgment, but with the radical affirmation: "I am proud of you."

We also tackle the crisis of "Borrowed Faith," the difference between doubting away from God versus doubting toward Him, and ultimately, how Jesus responds to our skepticism not with a lecture, but with an invitation to touch His wounds.

In this episode:

  • Overcoming the fear of rejection.
  • Why realized your faith is "borrowed" is actually a good thing.
  • How to protect your relationships while deconstructing.
  • Jesus and the Apostle Thomas: A model for safe skepticism.


Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.

]]> Pedro R. García Buzzsprout-18441104 Fri, 02 Jan 2026 01:00:00 -0500 1164 1 1 full true Intro to the "Is It Because of Jesus" podcast. Intro to the "Is It Because of Jesus" podcast. Intro episode.

Are you a Christian who is doubting, deconstructing, or feeling your faith slip away? You are not alone.

I’m Pedro R. García, author of the novel For Those Who Doubt: Is It Because of Jesus? I wrote this book to help you engage with the ultimate question: Is it because of Jesus?

As a former atheist turned follower of Jesus, I’ve spent years talking with people on both sides of the aisle to understand what makes us doubt, leave, or embrace the faith. In this podcast, we’ll explore the psychology of doubt, the complexities of human emotion, and the hard questions of theology. Ultimately, we will look at everything through the eyes of Jesus—because He is the one who changes everything.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.




]]> Intro episode.

Are you a Christian who is doubting, deconstructing, or feeling your faith slip away? You are not alone.

I’m Pedro R. García, author of the novel For Those Who Doubt: Is It Because of Jesus? I wrote this book to help you engage with the ultimate question: Is it because of Jesus?

As a former atheist turned follower of Jesus, I’ve spent years talking with people on both sides of the aisle to understand what makes us doubt, leave, or embrace the faith. In this podcast, we’ll explore the psychology of doubt, the complexities of human emotion, and the hard questions of theology. Ultimately, we will look at everything through the eyes of Jesus—because He is the one who changes everything.

Connect with me:

Email me: isitbecauseofjesus@gmail.com

Buy the book.

Website: isitbecauseofjesus.com

Support the show on Patreon.




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