Jillian opens up about the past two weeks of intense realizations, removing people from her life, and stepping fully into her identity as an ascended master. She explains what "ascending" means to her—jumping timelines, interacting in different dimensions, and recognizing that she has done this before as a Life Path 11. She shares the hard truth that she's never truly felt unconditional love, and that instability in her childhood led her to spend her life building foundations for herself.

This episode is a call to action for anyone who has forgotten themselves while caring for others. Jillian offers a simple, profound practice: slow down. Go within. Get silent. The answers, the healing, and the ascension are all inside you. Your journey from healing others to healing yourself begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

But this is not a story of victimhood. It's a story of release, of forgiveness, of recognizing that what happened does not define who she is. Jillian explains the "aha moment" when everything clicked—why she never used her CPA license, why she was always meant to be a healer and truth-teller, and why she's now letting go of identities that no longer serve her.

She introduces the Tarot archetype of The Hermit—shedding light in darkness—and explains her high frequency, her early spiritual gifts that arrived around age 12, and why some people simply cannot understand her energy. This episode is an invitation to release what you've been carrying, to cry, to journal, to sob—whatever it takes to heal. Your journey from silence to truth begins here.

Content warning: This episode contains discussion of childhood sexual abuse. Listener discretion is advised.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian shares the painful truth of becoming a "mini mom" to her younger siblings, the mental and physical abuse she endured, and the ultimate forgiveness she found for her parents. She explains why she waited until nearly 40 to have her own daughter, how her grandmother Vivi became her beacon, and why she now operates at a high frequency as an empath "on steroids."

From the invigorating power of running water to the birds that swarmed as confirmation during this recording, Jillian weaves together personal history with spiritual awakening. She introduces the Fifth Dimension, the importance of knowing what fuels you, and the necessity of facing your darkest demons to find true peace. This is not a story of victimhood—it's a story of transformation, resilience, and becoming a light for others.

Your journey to healing, forgiveness, and awakening begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

In this very special musical episode of "It Begins Here," Jillian steps away from conversation and into vulnerability, offering her voice as the instrument of healing. She sings a soulful, meditative rendition of "Across the Universe"—a song about drifting thoughts, pools of sorrow, waves of joy, and the timeless truth that nothing's gonna change our world except the love we bring to it.

This is not a polished performance. It's a raw, honest, flowing offering—words and melody poured onto the page and into the universe. Whether you close your eyes, breathe deeply, or simply let the sound wash over you, allow this episode to be a moment of peace in your day.

Your journey to healing—through words, through silence, and now through song—continues here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian doesn't mince words. She names the unnameable—that institutional religions have "set the stage" for child trafficking and the creation of childhood trauma, particularly pointing to failures within Catholicism while acknowledging these issues exist elsewhere. She makes a crucial distinction: loving Jesus, appreciating Buddha, or feeling connected to God/Source is not the same as subscribing to rigid doctrines that demand adherence over authenticity.

This episode is not an attack on faith—it's a call for accountability, for compassion over control, and for truth over comfortable silence. Jillian shares her own healing journey (including her own experience of sexual abuse), her practice of self-discovery through Peely Wellness, and the liberating realization that we can honor spiritual teachers without worshiping fallible institutions. If you've ever felt trapped by religious structures or wounded by spiritual authority, this episode is a balm and a battle cry. Your journey to authentic, unapologetic spirituality begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian gets vulnerable about her 3:34 AM ritual: consuming a 5mg live rosin sativa edible as part of her yoga flow, kitchen dancing, and meditation. She explains why her 10-year-old daughter knows it's "mommy's medicine" and how the endocannabinoid system proves our bodies are literally built for this plant.

But this episode is also a masterclass in cannabis entrepreneurship. With 26 years of financial experience and a bookkeeping firm (Simply J) serving 55% cannabis clients, Jillian breaks down the three biggest challenges operators face: predatory debt/equity agreements, massive accounts receivable issues, and lack of business acumen. She warns about payment processors like Blaze that have left operators high and dry, and calls out proposed Massachusetts ballot measures that could destroy the recreational market.

Whether you're a consumer, an operator, or just curious, this episode offers education, empowerment, and a whole lot of love for the plant. Your journey to understanding cannabis as medicine and business begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian shares her personal definition of a masculine partner: a protector who makes her feel safe, someone financially stable, someone who can control his ego, and someone whose action-oriented energy allows her to relax into her feminine grace. She reframes submission not as weakness or silence, but as handing over the car keys when you're tired, trusting a partner to lead when they're capable, and building the trust that allows for collaborative execution.

Using personal stories—an ex who came back and showed his true colors, a past marriage that forced her into too much masculine energy, and her ongoing journey to find deep, indestructible love—Jillian offers a nuanced, healing-centered perspective on a word that scares so many. If you've ever wondered how to trust, how to let go, or how to balance your own masculine and feminine energy, this episode is for you. Your journey to empowered partnership begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Drawing from her own journey—from morning silence with cacao and meditation to a moment of quiet processing when a friend unintentionally caused hurt—Jillian illustrates how both silence and speech are sacred tools. She challenges the idea that spirituality must look one way, rejecting rigid religious structures in favor of open, honest conversation about sexuality, politics, and the things that truly matter.

This episode is also an invitation. Jillian announces her weekly Open Spiritual Forums—in person Mondays at SOCO Art Labs in Fall River, MA, and virtually Wednesdays—spaces designed for questions, doubts, and shared experiences without judgment. Whether you're seeking community, clarity, or simply permission to be exactly where you are, this episode welcomes you. Your journey to authentic connection—in silence and in speech—begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Drawing from her own experiences—a short relationship that taught her not to bring the past into new love, a psychic reading that revealed someone else's trauma instead of her truth, and navigating well-meaning but projecting loved ones—Jillian breaks down the many layers of projection. She explores how we project our own fears, hopes, and unresolved issues onto others, and how others do the same to us. More importantly, she offers a practical framework for recognizing projection in the moment and responding with grace, boundaries, and self-trust.

This episode is a masterclass in discernment: learning to ask, "Is this meant for me, or is this meant for them?" Whether you're navigating dating, family dynamics, or your own internal voice, Jillian's wisdom will help you show up more present, more authentic, and more free. Your journey to releasing what isn't yours begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian offers a masterclass in discernment, teaching listeners how to trust the subtle cues of their intuition: the "ick" feeling, the tingling that signals misalignment, the body's wisdom that something isn't right. She explains why we're living through a profound transition—the lifting of the veil into what many call the Fifth Dimension—where integrity, authenticity, and ethical behavior are no longer optional but essential for success and alignment.

With raw vulnerability, Jillian shares her own recent "fall" and rise, normalizing the cycles of healing and reminding us that it's okay to be ill, to pause, to rest, and to release. This episode is an invitation to stop feeding what drains you, to walk away from what doesn't serve you, and to trust that what falls away was never meant to stay. Your journey to clarity, alignment, and spiritual sovereignty begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

With her signature bluntness (delivered with love), Jillian shares her frustration and fascination with how people—even those deeply committed to mind-body-soul connection—run from financial awareness. She recounts the experience of hosting workshops where attendees simply don't show up, not because they don't need it, but because they fear it. And she calls it what it is: fear is an illusion.

This episode weaves together the practical and the spiritual, arguing that true wellness requires balancing the material and the spiritual. Jillian introduces the concept of a "Net Worth Tracker"—a simple, non-intimidating snapshot of your financial reality—and emphasizes that healing your relationship with money is as essential as healing your body or your trauma. She challenges the spiritual community to stop treating money as "unspiritual" and start seeing it as energy, consciousness, and a tool for contribution.

If you've been avoiding your finances, feeling shame around money, or wondering how to integrate wealth consciousness into your spiritual practice, this episode is your invitation to finally take that first small, steady step. Your journey to financial wellness begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

With her signature blend of loving directness (blame it on her Scorpio sun and Sag rising), Jillian shares how she transformed from a people-pleaser to someone who confidently says, "I'm not available for that right now. Can we take a rain check?" She gets real about losing friends along the way and why that's not only okay but necessary for growth. She explores the exhausting dynamic of people who are so consumed by their own worlds that they drain everyone around them—often completely unaware.

This episode is a powerful reminder that you don't live for others. You are here for your own journey, your own purpose, your own healing. Setting boundaries isn't selfish; it's quantum physics—preserving your energy so you can show up as your highest self. If you're ready to stop being everyone's source and start being your own, your journey begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

With raw vulnerability as a single mom running multiple businesses, Jillian shares her own journey of depletion and the hard-won wisdom that saved her: you cannot pour from an empty cup. She dismantles the toxic mindset that tells us tiredness is just a thought, arguing that our bodies demand rest whether we give it or not—often in the form of migraines, back pain, or stress.

This episode is a masterclass in reclaiming your time, even just 15 minutes a day. Jillian walks you through her sacred morning ritual (tea, journaling, meditation, oracle cards) and explains why creative outlets like painting, dancing, and coloring are not luxuries but necessities for a well-balanced human. Most importantly, she reminds us that we don't live for our children or others—we live for ourselves so we can show up as our highest selves for them.

If you're running on empty, this episode is your permission slip to stop, rest, and replenish. Your journey from depletion to thriving begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Through the powerful story of missing her daughter's crucial dance recital rehearsal due to a debilitating migraine, Jillian shares the lesson that changed her parenting: it's okay to let go. She challenges the societal pressure to over-schedule children, arguing that five dance classes a week isn't dedication—it's chaos. With her signature blend of vulnerability and blunt honesty, she makes the case for slow, steady parenting, allowing kids to discover their own passions without burning out the entire family in the process.

This episode weaves together parenting wisdom with broader life philosophy—balancing masculine and feminine energy, questioning the "go, go, go" mentality, and prioritizing real connection over frantic activity. If you're a parent teetering on the edge of burnout, this is your lifeline. Your journey to calmer, more connected parenting begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

With raw honesty, Jillian challenges the idea of emulating others, sharing how the entrepreneurs she watched often grew fast but lacked the foundational integrity to serve clients and employees well—a path she consciously rejected. She delves into the fascinating confidence gap between men and women in business and argues that true success isn't about blind confidence, but about balancing it with a clear, authentic purpose.

This episode is a testament to valuing your unique journey over someone else's blueprint. If you're an entrepreneur seeking permission to trust your own path, impact over speed, and humble confidence over ego, this conversation is for you. Your journey to authentic achievement begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian speaks directly to the "marathoners"—the high achievers and doers who find stillness terrifying. She argues that the global movements toward healing, enlightenment, and acceptance are accessed not through more effort, but through intentional silence. This is where you connect, receive guidance, and witness the positive energy already flowing in your life.

Sharing her own proof as someone surrounded by a blessed coalition, Jillian makes the case that sitting with your own silence, even with ancestral trauma layered beneath, is the foundational practice for any meaningful external achievement. Your journey to deeper connection, clarity, and peace begins not with a sprint, but with a single, silent breath. Press play, then press pause.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Using vivid stories—from dominating conversations to a terrifying experience on the Hagrid rollercoaster—Jillian illustrates how the need for control is often rooted in fear, insecurity, and a lack of self-worth. She offers a simple but powerful "golden nugget": the first step isn't to stop controlling, but to simply recognize when you're doing it.

This episode provides a compassionate framework for moving from recognition to understanding the root cause of your control patterns. If you're ready to trade the anxiety of micromanaging your life for the peace of enjoying the ride, this conversation is your guide. Your journey from control to freedom begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian recounts the pain of the bullying, the isolation, and the unexpected role it forced her into as the school's unofficial cycle expert. With raw honesty, she reframes this trauma as the forge that built her remarkable resiliency and ability to withstand negativity. This episode is more than a personal story; it's a urgent call to action for parents to educate their children with kindness, to destigmatize natural bodily functions, and to teach the power of defending others.

If you've ever felt marked by a childhood moment or want to raise a more empathetic generation, this conversation will move and empower you. Your journey to understanding the roots of resilience and the necessity of compassion begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian argues that true healing and thriving begin with a deep understanding of yourself—an understanding that goes beyond psychology into the realm of your soul's design. She shares her personal toolkit: her birth chart (Scorpio Sun, Gemini Moon, Sag Rising), her Life Path Number (11), the Five Archetypes, and even her Portuguese and English heritage and chakras.

This episode is an invitation to explore the fascinating frameworks that explain why you are the way you are. If you're ready to move from confusion to clarity about your place in this life, Jillian provides your call to action: start researching one of these tools today. Your journey to unlocking the profound mystery of you begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Moving beyond simplistic self-help tropes, Jillian shares how her diplomatic ability to see multiple perspectives laid the groundwork. She breaks down the crucial pillars: starting with radical self-care and self-love, and tempering strength with the non-negotiable touches of humility and love to avoid the pitfalls of greed and miserliness.

With vulnerable honesty, she reveals the four words tattooed on her forearm that serve as her daily anchors: Acceptance, Patience, Humility, and Perseverance. If you're ready to move from seeking validation to cultivating an unshakable, kind, and powerful sense of self, this episode is your blueprint. Your journey to authentic, sustainable confidence begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian shares the pivotal moment she computed her true hourly wage and had a stark realization: she wasn't building wealth; she was burning out. Now, from the perspective of her 47-year-old self, she contrasts the "utterly exhausting" rat race with the profound power of moving with strategic action, purpose, and presence.

This is a call to reinterpret setbacks as the universe's command to slow down and trust in abundance. If you're tired of the non-stop "jump 50,000 times" mentality and crave a way to achieve more by doing less with greater intention, this episode is your permission slip. Your journey from frantic hustle to powerful, purposeful flow begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Grab a pen and paper as Jillian walks you through the six non-negotiable roles: from the foundational Data Accountant (not just a bookkeeper!) and a strategic Tax Professional, to the crucial Legal Counsel, HR guidance, and Payroll expertise. She reveals the "golden nugget" of finding a mentor or strategist who has already done what you want to achieve.

This episode cuts through the confusion, explaining why these roles should be separate, what questions to ask when hiring, and how to foster collaboration among your team to ensure there are no costly secrets or missteps. Your journey to a confident and well-supported entrepreneurship begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Drawing from a raw, recent experience in her financial wellness firm, Simply J, Jillian breaks down the red flags of predatory behavior: lack of communication, chest-puffing ego, and over-analysis with under-delivery. She shares the emotional toll it takes and the crucial framework she uses to move from feelings of frustration and anger to empowered action.

This episode is a masterclass in setting fierce professional boundaries, recognizing that "it's just business" is a toxic, masculine mindset that ignores human emotion. Jillian makes a passionate case for balancing negativity with unwavering integrity, authentic collaboration, and radical self-love—proving that the most powerful business strategy is to remain human in an often impersonal world. Your journey to empowered, ethical entrepreneurship begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian breaks down the crucial, often-missed difference between a "feeling" and the deeper "emotion" and "trauma" beneath it. She walks you through her personal framework: Feel it, Recognize it, Acknowledge it, Accept it, and Move forward. Using her childhood experiences of scarcity, she illustrates how a "never having enough" mindset forms and how to "flip the switch" to create a new, abundant reality.

If you've ever felt stuck in a cycle of negative emotions around money, relationships, or self-worth, this episode offers the practical tools and profound empathy you need to break free. Your journey to understanding your triggers and rewriting your story begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian shares her personal struggle with the masculine, reactive energy of hustle, revealing her deep preference for peace, meditation, and the sound of her own breath. She explores the profound cost of constant striving, prompting listeners to ask: "At the cost of what?" Drawing from a powerful realization that her own inner source is her ultimate guide, she reframes manifestation, focusing on the energy of desiring what we already have rather than wanting what we lack.

If you're feeling burned out, questioning the relentless pace of modern success, or seeking permission to build your reality with more intention and less force, this episode is your invitation to a different way. Your journey from chaotic reaction to peaceful, powerful creation begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Moving beyond simple sun sign horoscopes, Jillian introduces the power of diving into your full birth chart, your Life Path number, the five archetypes, and even your elemental composition. She explains how these tools act as a valuable blueprint, offering profound insights into how you are interpreted, how you interact with others, and why you react the way you do.

This episode is an invitation to explore the fascinating world of self-discovery through spirituality. If you've ever been curious about what your astrological chart really says or how numerology can guide you, this is your perfect starting point. Your journey to unlocking a deeper understanding of yourself begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Jillian explains that you can't attract your ideal partner until you become the version of yourself that is a vibrational match for them. She breaks down this seemingly simple but challenging idea into actionable steps, starting with defining exactly who you want to attract with a detailed "desire list." She reveals how this list then becomes a blueprint for your own personal growth.

With raw honesty, Jillian shares the four words tattooed on her arm—Acceptance, Patience, Humility, and Perseverance—that guide her daily journey of self-love. If you're ready to stop searching and start becoming, this episode is your roadmap. Your journey to a loving relationship begins with the person in the mirror.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

With raw vulnerability, Jillian admits her own struggles with asking for help, even when missing her daughter's dance recital. She then offers three powerful, accessible lifelines to cling to when you feel like you're drowning: the mighty force of gratitude, the critical importance of your support system (your tribe or coalition), and the healing power of noticing love in its smallest forms.

This is not about toxic positivity; it's a real, practical guide for finding your footing when the ground feels like it's crumbling. If you're in a dark place or know someone who is, this episode is a beacon of hope and a reminder that you are never alone. Your journey back to the light begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

Drawing from her own prolific post-divorce dating stories, Jillian reveals a powerful shift: stop wanting a partner and start cultivating what you desire as if you already have it. She breaks down why telling the universe you "want" something keeps it at bay and offers a practical, pen-to-paper exercise to get crystal clear on the tangible and intangible qualities of your ideal partner.

Get ready to grab a notebook and learn how to create your own "desire list," focusing not just on height and a smile, but on the crucial foundations of integrity, shared values, and emotional safety. If you're ready to call in the love you truly deserve, this episode is your first step. Your journey to empowered dating begins here.

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change. 

 Where love creates movement, and movement creates change.