i saw a video of an "influencer" walking through paris recently, and he was pointing out that it looked like downtown chicago, instead of what you think france will look like.  restaurants , etc. 

i asked the internet:  Can North and South America Support Everyone Alive Today?

"North and South America together have the geographic, demographic, and economic capacity to support the current global population, but whether they can do so sustainably depends on how resources are allocated, environmental limits, and global cooperation."

that is bad news, because it probably means they are migrating everyone to north and south america but they are not telling people   i think everyone from europe asia and africa would rather live in north and south america.  

that is not good news for the people that live in north and south america, it is good news for the people that they want to migrate. 

but i feel bad for the heat wave     if people are dying  

i think this is the kind of people you are dealing with  , with elon etc.   this is probably who they are.   no one appreciates that kind of stuff.   arent you canadians?  would you do that to canada?  has canada ever considered you a traitor? or is canada not allowed to consider you a traitor because it is part of the common wealth?  

 maybe instead of ignoring the soveriengty of all those countries, you can tell everyone there is a humanitarian problem and people from asia, europe and africa need to migrate due to "climate change" and then the soverign countries can accept hte people.   except, i bet you know that those countries will not take in all those people   that is probably what is going on

she does have children, elon may only exclusively date people with children these days   

but hopefully this will be the last love triangle.  im sorry elon     i cant do that anymore 

i dont know elon, but i would tell him, it seems all those people that were crowding around you  are glad that i cut ties with you  because they want to be around you and support you    they dont want me there     i guess elon is probably the one that reached out to them to ask about me being on twitter    that is the only thing i can think. then when he reached out, it just became a country club for them. that is the  vibe i get   its fine if elon wants support   but maybe im asking you all to stay away from ripping out my nails or whatever ripping everything off or out  anything that can be ripped out or off  you rip 

like i think elon is a gimpy armed retard at this point    i didnt think that before.  but with all these folks like being in elons ear for all this time now and he kept like hurting me because of what they would say or tell him to do,  it has gotten to that point though.   

elon is not a child,  but i think they treated him like he is a child. and maybe he is kind of intoxicated by how they treat him    but it doesnt work because he goes out there to like hurt people   when they treat him like that

in my lifetime, as someone who i think is part of the group that is kind of dual citizen of mexico and the u.s.  but only with citizenship in the u.s. ,  i was kind of taught that central / south america were sort of off limits because of the cartel.  but now, because the cartel ran everything, the cartel is dying, and guess it looks like  non countrymen are going to take over their countries.  it looks like the cartel back fired on the cartel, but also now they are gonna kill and rape the indigenous i think.

i asked the internet: "what groups in history could not find a partner so they invade to rape and take women"  this came back: "The Spanish conquistadors sexually exploited indigenous women as part of their subjugation of native societies in Mexico and Peru. French and English colonists also exploited native women, although they imagined themselves as victims of Indian sexual abuse."   but this time it is americans. 2026.   who are actually mixed often with  indigenous ancestry too, so to me, when i see americans taking over central or south america, i think like the comanches are taking over the machu pichu etc or whatever

its real gross for it to have its origins in gateway and kari jobe

i just want the punishment from gateway And kari jobe apparently, to stop.   it is like they have a leash around my neck like a dog at a dog park. they want to take me on a leash.  that is what i think i feel like a human shield for.  i also had an image like that, but it was actually elon musk who walked me on a leash around a dog park.    its just kind of that red and black  hate  if you imagine the dog park, i am saying it is in red and black colors. that kind of hate. 

i spent like all this time trying to figure out if elon or these guys hated me or not. but i think so.  i think they saw me as the person with the love me or love me not flower.  do you know that flower?  it is a cartoon, where a person sits with a flower, the take the petal off and they keep saying "he loves me, he loves me not"    i think they see me as a person sitting there like that with the flower.  

well im pretty sure all it was is that they walked me around the dog park 

i actually think this may be good news for elon, that he knows, that I know or finally understand that he kind a doesnt like me.  i think this is good news for elon.    but the thing is,  i will still watch the space industry and stuff. regardless of what elon thinks.  like, i dont think he understood that all i was trying to do was be able to watch the space industry if i wanted to.  but it seemed like he was trying to knock my lights out so i couldnt even watch the space industry.      it didnt start out that way, but i was able to figure out he wasnt that into me a long time ago,  but they didnt let that reality come to pass, and they didnt let me move on.     in normal circustances, if you marry someone and your partner cheats even just one time, you can get divorced for that.  i have not met elon, but since i crossed the path, he has had many different partners, that is not really my concern, but it is like if you moved on to even one other person, it is kind of like, oh ok they are not interested.  this is just normal for people , if they see someone pass you and move on to someone else, they are like oh they are not interested.  that is all that i did?  so why did you all follow me around to try to punch my lights out?     is it because you wanted to take venezuela and latin america, with kari jobes help? 

this video actually to me, its kind of like what i have wondered about donald trump for awhile. i really hope he is gone by 2028.   but , i have wondered if these people do not see a persons lifespan as to 70 or 80  but instead, these people see a lifespan to 40 or 50.   they have said that people mature by age 16, and i think they just kind of think, people start dating by 13, get married by 16, die by 40 or 50 kind of people.   that is why i was wondering if they time travelled from the 1800s. In 1800, the average life expectancy at birth globally was roughly 30–40 years, heavily influenced by high infant and child mortality. that is what the internet says at least.  in 2026, it is 73.   we really dont need people in office who see the life expectancy as 30-40.  or who will worsen conditions so it goes from 73 to 30-40

this video is   life expectancy to  30-40 year vibes.  vibes of people like that.    

in a way, i am glad they are letting people know their true feelings with this video.     

i am not really glad to go on this journey with you all, but another thing i realized is the puerto rican, kind of taino people, because they are americans, they may feel as if they are a dominant presence in the u.s. compared to central and south americans.  like i told you, i am not completely sure, but i think my father told me he is part mexican.  to me, being this ethnicity, because it is regional, i see it as being as american as the taino.    because it is regional.  but maybe the puerto ricans dont see mexico as welcome in america.  they think of themselves as the only ones that are welcome.   mexico is a separate country, but a lot of those folks live literally 5 inches away from the border. with the whole land thing that happened a long time ago. 

i am being kind of serious, but a couple of questions people may need to ask politicians  or people applying for citizenship is,  what do you think the life expectancy is or should be for people. and ask them if they think people mature enough by 16 for marriage.

their names were aunt kathleen and uncle gerald.  these two were kind of like second parents to susan.  because their personalities were good for each other. one of those things people werent jealous, because you could tell they liked each.  susan kathleen gerald. 

if you talk to someone over at lockheed martin. can you ask someone if they can find out if rubio has been sneaking in my room or watching me on the screens, do you know what i mean. does anyone know where rubio spends time?   vance, trump. like i literally think they are kind of goofy and have some fixation on watching me on a screen for a humiliation.   can you locate rubio and find out what he is doing. do you think you could let them know the election is going to be regular election 

they probably thought i was going to run for president, rubio etc.  if they thought i was , they used some kind of lsd or something to make it so that i could even like do anything. then i became homeless. i remember like twisting my head around a lot  and couldnt hold up my head. i couldnt really do anything.  that disappeared over time. 

just ask rubio trump, when i went to the all womens college. i was doing that  i remember noticing i was doing that in the library for the first time really. kind of didnt realize i was doing that. when i was at that school i believe i did zero homework. because i couldnt do anything. 

i kind of see rubio at this point   as someone that would rape a female  candidate for president   to keep them from running.  he has got the good guy personality, but i think he may be the kind of person that would rape a female candidate for president.       do any of you know how long rubio has been following me around?  its been a long time.  when this started for me, i was mentally ill to the point i could barely keep my head up or do anything.   like it would be really gross if rubio had something to do with what happened ot me, and then he took the opportunity to watch me or whatever for a couple of trumps terms, i think he even would have been able to do that with biden. 

i am gonna point fingers

it is what it is . marginalized people have started kidnapping others. kind of like cartel style.  now its going to be the question, are they going to rape everyone, and hack people to death like the cartel.  i once met someone at a volunteer event. they said they were in ms13.  but they were at the event and said that they were not doing that.  but they said ms13 did terrible things , including hacking people to death.  so if they are starting to kidnap people like that, i think it is the cartel.  i dont know what happened to me 12 years ago, but i was not hacked to death. it was more like the blm protest kind of thing, and something may have happened in my room, not long after i would say i got in trouble being exposed to the media. but i was not awake or able to stay awake to find out.  

maybe the vietnam war stuff has something to do with it.  like the people that were pushed in to the vietnam war, they said it was very wierd.  they just sat there and were like, what was that, that was wierd.    to me the smart phone thing was kind of alien.  but actually i just think it has something to do with the marginalized people. smart phone thing, vietnam war.  the doxers (who i also think are marginalized people) they started doing some wierd stuff to get that mansion or whatever.  they were not going to wait 20 years to get something, they got it tomorrow kind of thing. so that is why there has been a lot of abuse.  the whole doxxing thing  is thievery     it really is.  if they can dox someone, they instantly inconvenience the victim, and the doxxer may get paid , or get like freedom of some kind because they doxxed a person. 

there is nothing to romanticize about kidnapping people. 

chris prat is looking for a compliment. well in this article there is a nice looking photo of him.   so why, if he is a good looking person, would he follow me around like that , gavin.  Inside Chris Pratt And Katherine Schwarzenegger’s $20 Million Pacific Palisades Marvel 

there are other unflattering pictures of ya chris prat.  like you too full of yourself to be a hit man on me  cuz i said you werent good looking   fyuuuuck you

you do realize they are running me around chris , right .    i can feel katherines energy.  you guys should probably stop talking bout religion  cuzz  she is a killer \

you and katherine belong right in the middlez of gateway with kari jobe  this is your religion which is killer religion   then someone need   to get rid of your killing   you all too full of yourself    trying to kill me for no reason    i heard chris prat has some connection to washington so there is probably some west coast thing i dont know about like. if you live in california   you also live in oregon and washington    and then if you live there,  you become an octopus and then keep people you dont want to live in california, oregon , or washington out 

 since you all cant ignore homeless criticism     ive been homeless for like a long time     because i got raped o related to gateway 

i think chris and katherine would be the people to tie me up and then drag me down the road.   then if i survive,  it would be justin bieber to turn me in a slave on his compound. but they would sell me to him for free.  then when i am on his compoud.  lets see i would have to deal with haily and justin   they would probably bring in their friends  probably including megan and harry who knows who else   to shoot me and then probably hang me.   thats kind of what this seems like

like you are even uglier to me today chris  like weheeeeet.  your picture actulaly looked ok. are you not able to ignore if someone said they dont like how you look?   you chasing me around even today on 6/26/26?  do you see the 6 6 6  there   

oo you and katherine look way way way more ugly to me today  ewwww 

she seems kind of like a liar especially talking about putting peoples dna under her nails. when i see her segments show up, i sometimes think it is not actually her but the ai filter of her. and its some other monster sitting there pretending to be her. and the monster is talking about getting peoples dna under its nails.

but yes i am dealing with an emergency of toxic fumes. and i am not sure where to go.   it is actually worse than the place before.   

i have several very strong air purifiers but it is not enough  , one of them has a huge 20 lb filter   it is still not enough     but i dont know where to go 

if they film something, just kind of know, that not everyone will watch it.  i am not sure why it is so hard to see through things like this.  it may be advertised but maybe only 30 million people will watch it. supposedly there are a lot more people than that alive today.  probably are tiktokers and youtubers that get the same kind of attention. 

i would say to megan, if elon musk is directly helping you, i hope you will notice, when he wont let his children marry someone that looks like you.  if he is helping you, and has been helping you, i hope all of his kids have to kind of wind up marrying people that look like you i guess. hopefully not by force though. if he had children with you, he is already on that path, and it would be more than likely his children will end up with folks like you. if elon already did partner with you. 

its just like, people need to say what their intentions are so others are not confused. if elon's life is about having children with megan , and one day he hopes his own children marry people like megan, then that completely changes elon's persona. and it would completely change the way people interact with him, if they knew he was really kind of the person that will do the interracial relationship and hope that for his own children.   that would change everything for elon.  if that is what he wants, that would be fine it is your choice, but other people should know. 

grimes i am not going to lie, the trouble elon and the girlfriends have put me through is enough to make it so that like, it is troubling. if any of them show up to me in person i would probably file some kind of claim and reports if they dont kill me first.  it makes it seem like elon is letting it happen on purpose. if he is letting it happen on purpose he definitely isnt worth the time. and is kind of a loser for it.

i really do have some resentment for the way things went for the english royal family.  i was a nobody and was probably one of those kind of people that would have showed up to stand in the sidelines if the english royal family walked by.  then harry did what he did , and it was divisive for america.   and also for the english royal family.  if the english royal family was trying to become more relevant by partnering with megan.  it really was not necessary.  the english royal family was much more relevant before the divisive things from the u.s.   maybe harry could have been in a fork in the road too .  maybe he could have ended up with pippa   or megan.   i kind of think when he chose megan,  it was kind of like the darth vader path.   the pippa path would have been the old english royal family path and it would have been the better non divisive path.  i really do wonder, did harry not understand what was happening in the u.s.?    i just kind of thought about something about obama probably about 30 minutes ago. but he was elected in 2008 and 2012.  he was probably one of the younger presidents elected. in some ways, i wonder if the working age adults in 2008, and 2012   were kind of blocked because it was a "coming of age for obama and whatever he was doing"    in a way , it seems like the 21 year olds in 2008  and in 2012, were not in the night clubs, because obama was in the night club instead because it was a becoming of age. 

harry was their exit plan.  but i would like to ask, is megan actually married to harry.  do they actually have children. 

the whole time, since harry started with megan, for me personally, with the gateway thing, i have just figured megan was gonna get me killed and trafficked.   anything, imprisoned, beaten, anything like that.  i dont see how harry cant know how they operate. 

at this point, im scared she doesnt have childre, and that they arent married. and that she may have children with elon secretly.  there is a lot of evidence pointing to her using a fake pregnancy.   i would like elon to know, that i see him as someone that would have had children with megan several years ago and pretended with them.  i would like elon to know, that that is how i see him now.  as someone who probably has children with megan. but it is a secret.   i dont trust you anymore.   

this is why the public should be concerned about being lied to even when it comes to simple things.  

i kind of stopped trusting elon back in 2021 i think it was, when he started making jokes about monty python.  his entire personality changed from nice, to kind of critical and then he looked completely different.  so i kind of backed away in 2021 also.  and i felt bad for grimes, because he looked very different and even back then i was like oh no she is sitting with a clone of elon probably. 

i would ask like the english royal family, if megan and harry are faking, why?  there is no one in the united states that would want you to fake harry and megan.   it has been very damaging for the country. 

and i know when i say harry and megan have been damaging for the country, they are going to come up with another plan to get me executed.     

 like i completely expect harry and megan to by physically violent with me, but i expected that from day one for them. 

i feel like charles had to know how painful harry and megan situation was for the united states. how could you not know? why were you not able to stop it? and why did you not ask them to live in the uk?  why did they move to the united states?  i dont think americans took megans side when she said someone in your family made comments about her childrens hair.  i think america was on your side, the english royal family side.  but megan made the whole thing about herself.  and i think that is very true. that she made it seem like people were on her side, but i bet 90 percent of americans were probably on the english royal family side. 

i was wondering why. i was asking, is it because you have latino nannies and you  saw me as a nanny or something. that is why you were part of it. 

i also wonder if  one of the reasons people like justin bieber or the others ran out of hollywood is because they didnt want to be part of the village for your offspring.  

and also, i think jennifer lopez's and angelina jolies, biological children,  are not good looking people.  so it makes it even worse. because i dont think it was worth it to be doxed by them like that.  when they kind of look like that.   the mother is a lot prettier  

it may sound mean.  it is because it went on for 12 years though.  where i didnt know what was going on  or get to say anything.  

even though i am saying something now, it doesnt change that the children are not good looking.   so i kind of think i was doxxed by people who maybe physically couldnt survive or something.

so maybe famous peoples family shoudnt be able to dox people to be territorial     their family  run other people out of the state  

so if i did ever deal with being enslaved, i would mostly think it was because of a jealous girlfriend of elons. and also antifa, blm, gateway, and kari jobe.

robby starbuck and the project 2025 guy would be the lead slave drivers probably 

sometimes i think like, the united states is for black latinos only.   then from mexico and further down, is for the non black latinos.    i get the impression the latinos that are non black are not allowed here anymore. so they have to go south.    but then you hear about restless americans taking over venezuela   or  a former dictators restless japanese daughter   taking over peru     so it is like  the non black latinos    are being kicked out of the united states      but if they go south  then there are problems there     so where do the united states latinos    actually go   maybe the grave

i would like everyone to know.  that this is the way they are thinking.  they are trying to move masses of people.  i am not sure what their goals are. 

when i was talking about the non black latinos not having anywhere to go in the united states.  i asked , where do they go?   i thought, many black latinos have seemed interested in moving to the united states.   i wonder, is the united states trying to bring the black latinos to the united states and send the non black latinos to latin america right now?   like , it has already gotten to this point.  where they are already talking about switching people and stuff for political reasons.   like , these people are not friendly with their politics. and if they want non black latinos out of the country, they are saying so and have already been taking steps to do this for the last year. 

they also seem like the kind of people that will rip the non black latinos clothes off in humiliation first  , then send them walking across the border.   that is what they seem like to me. 

i am like thinking like.  is this another manifest destiny?  i felt bad for all those people back hundreds of years ago.  but it looks like they are trying to do a manifest destiny again  but actually this time.  i think they are going to try to empty out africa, because it is unliveable.  and asia  may migrate to this region basically abandon their land.  

that is my guess.  they want to do that in their lifetime.  they are not going to wait hundreds of years by following migration laws.  asia wants to leave asia tomorrow. africa wants to leave africa tomorrow. my guess is they are going to central and south america. and leaving asia and africa behind. because they are uninhabitable. 

this may sound wierd. i am not saying i know anything about gateway.  but when i first visited gateway, i sat in the common area. and i remember feeling like the building was more than a church.   i didnt see any double mirrors but when i was in the common area, i remember thinking that it seemed or felt like the building was top secret building or something. 

i had just come back from china, and i remember going there and thought it was a wierd place.  12 years later man. i should have said something about that part earlier.  i literally wasted my life.   how could you know though that choosing one side of the fork in the road would be fatal. i guess that is something people just cant know.  i feel that my time at gateway was fatal.

people that have this facial feature some of them are:

megan markle

Henry Charles Albert David

travis kelce

jacob elordi

chris pratt

justin bieber

patrick mahomes

these people have hit hard out at me 

the internet keeps showing me people with this feature that may be hitting out at me.  the lastest one is  chris mcnally 

this feature sometimes looks like down syndrome.   so with all of the concealment of the chemical testing done in the united states, it may have resulted in a bunch of dead people, but also people with this chin lower face feature.  my first guess is it was a vitamin deficiency.  the internet is going to keep showing me people with this feature     maybe the internet cant stand to look at the feature so it is showing me   so i can see the internets burden that it has looking at the feature.   i remember  a long time ago, before the 2008 recession,  there was a talk about how the internet just kind of mimics reality. and how sometimes the internet would do kind of insulting things. but it is because it learned from people.  so if the internet hates this feature,  it is because people currently hate this feature.   i am old enough to remember people like patrick swayze and others who everyone thought was very handsome.  i have seen his movies, and didnt ever think about his face in the way this current dislike of the feature is working out in the internet.   people dislike this feature so much they are using the internet and social media to troll people who have the feature. you are being ostracized by the internet. 

chris mcnally - Search

this to me is a beast

if you think about it. this is probably  for americans or places that are extremely diverse. if you think about it.  most countries    are    ethnically    oriented.   meaning     their nation    is  also   a racial   identity     

i am sorry if that will upset americans   to hear  that most countries    are racially oriented    

i wont write a list here.  but you can write a list if you want to.   of the countries  that are also    ethnically oriented  

there arent too many places   where   you can say your country's nationality    is not a racial category

if you say you are japanese.  most people assume you are japanese ethnically/racially.

to everyone  that would be very extremely mad   about that   statement     i am afriad to tell you     that you are the fusion children       you are actually    more    radical      and   possibly    more    interested in   diversity equity and inclusion   than everyone 

the countries that are the most   diverse     should probably      be recognized    that  way     and given a    special status      because most countries are not diverse    like    the united states    

the united states   should probably be  given   a special status     for being   extremely  diverse 

if you remember    i posted a   quote from bill clinton    a few months ago    or someone like that      where they said that the united states is   the most diverse country    in the history of the world    and is under extreme pressure because of it 

if they jail sanchez and stuff    it is kind of the vibe i got from those people    

now i predict sanchez will be arrested   as retribution for  her father getting arrested. 

i dont watch the show, when i see the pictures though,   i wonder if one or a couple of those people had something to do with it. 

i also wonder what happens to savana when she is not on tv. if she is being harmed or something. 

so i think these people are freaks, and twist things people say around. but for savana, i was surprised to see her make appearances. if she has a family, she should probably not leave her house. if she goes somewhere with someone, no telling what will happen. 

maybe you will stop selling photos    it is antifa blm kind of people that follow me around    

the other day i realized those people used the smart phone for survival   

i met a few people that revealed they stayed in school when the economy went bad in 2008.   i think the 2008 recession was more traumatic than people realize.  at that time, it looks like the people kind of in my age range were the losers. a lot of those people were smart and stayed in school. that means they were old students. most students graduate early 20s. because of the economy a lot of those people stayed in school until their late 20s. that is what i am saying. i did not. i was not smart.  but aside from the people in my group, the other people, such as parents with children, or older adults, they were also traumatized by the recession, and so they "hunkered down"  to make it through the recession.  so while the people in my group were kind of the age to start working, they were shocked by the recession. kind of were the losers. the parents with children, or the older adults that were already in the job market, "hunkered down"  and "weathered" the recession.  i think people in my age range could tell there was a lack of opportunity, but i dont think any of us knew the parents with children were watching us and preparing their children by watching us be losers  and the older adults were kind of blocking people for their own job security.   during the recession, you heard a parent tell their female kid, "one day you will compete with men for jobs"    then you find out those same parents were going to interviews with their children.    i think of the entire generation z as antifa and blm basically   in a way i guess i am saying i think generation z   hung me  with the smart phones    but i think the generation experiment is cruel       it may be why gen z  hung me to death with the smart phone

gen z may be super quiet and the way they are because of the 2008 recession. that was brutal i think because   1. working age adults began to suffer and did not recover  2.  parents saw the suffering and probably prepared their children and probably taught their children to look at the suffering of the generation before them. to avoid the suffering of the generation before them.  that is probably why gen z is quiet. because they had to be quiet during the recession to survive.    in the 2008 recession, everyone became quiet and tried to survive.   that is my theory.  it probably taught the younger people to hate the generations before them. 3. the older adults in 2008 recession. from age 35 to 60 working age adults. they are retiring in 2026 or dead. 

i technically graduated in 2007.  you all think i am 100 years old, but i was in my 20's in the 2010's.  in 2014, i was 29. 

there are no people i am dealing with in person.  i am not sure how to tell you this, but if a person or people in real life   tell you they arranged something with me    i was not part of it.     i am talking about trafficking.     i am not talking about the stuff i talked about before.   i am trying to say the stuff that is happening, reminds me of the steps they take before they wheel you in to the big trafficker.   for the u.s. that would be the ugle greasy ayp that smells from their dna  it is in their dna to give off fumes  cant help it

i would rather be dead than raped hours a day  knock the wind out of ya  

they would like me to no longer be alive 

not able to sleep anymore   took a ride somewhere   i couldnt stay awake during the rides    was the first time in days that i could sleep

i dont really have anything meaningful to tell you   except they dont want me to be alive

rape kind of reminds of being a hog with a wire pulled through its head and nose to kill it i guess. if you kill something it slumps. rape is a lot about control i think. to make the victim powerless. so it could be the hog has a wire pulled through its head and nose to kill it   kind of remind me of people that behead humiliate to cause to die  keel over slump

it is beheading  , cause to slump    treatment 

they raped me today.  it made me suicidal   make ya want to cut off your organs down there  i get female genital mutilation now    the constant rape they do genital mutilation so the female will be able to cope   if you rape an area that has no feeling  a little bit better 

its pretty pathetic because these people are captializing on the fact that i dont want to commit suicide.  so if i am alive, they will continue to torture. if i am dead, they cant    as soon as im dead, they will forget i existed.   they already moved on.   i guess that is why they are trying to get rid of me.

if you know that they are going to continue torturing me, i would like someone to do me a favor to get rid of me 

i am not saying the other place was my best friend. but their business is to let people in to the building. i am talking about this kinda at a very basic level. the other place, if they hear about this, they may become afraid. i did not know the people that worked there. i knew some people that went there. but ,  i think that when i signed up to volunteer it was pretty slim opportunity. there were no visible opportunities all of it was indoors private kind of stuff. i am just saying that i went there and was signing up to volunteer. but even then i was not finding you know a job.  i think it is something you should know, that i was struggling with employment and then just kind of landed going to those places. you know, one or two years before , kelly had invited me to go with her to california. but i didnt go. so, i guess you could say i was left behind in a state that did not have a very good economy at the time. 

for sure though, i think kari jobe and gateway maybe needed to step in to stop the doxing.  but i get the feeling kari jobe just sees herself as a private citizen and not responsible. 

i am kind of grossed out by harry , his family, their aspirations. to raise their son up like simba from lion king    but use magic to make it look like they are raising someone else up.     i am not sure how to explain this.  but they are building their future on the heads of others.   instead, they should build their future fairly. 

i think i realized today they want to be big and famous like the kardashian type level.  they want all of that attention and the instability for other people that comes from that .  the kardashian show made other people unstable.  that situation was terrible. 

it is very wierd, but the thing that went on reminds me a lot of dana culton.  alyssa childs once fielded a call for me from her, i didnt take the call. but alyssa told me it was dana.   at that point it had already crossed over in to stalker territory because i did not know how she was getting my phone number.  i hope dana does not still know alyssa or that she knows megan now. because she turned in to a stalker or i guess you could say stalker former friend? i can tell you about dana again if i need to.    if dana is involved, this is from things that happened before my mother died. 

william and harry didnt do the kardashian thing when they were growing up you know. i didnt even really know about them until recently. i just remember hearing that diana died back then. then checked out.

obama figured something out.   he was able to kind of change the entire culture. at the end of the day he did raise up his own community.  i dont think anyone knows what he figured out.

as far as the arranged marriages. like i think you all may want to reach out to kari jobe to ask her what they are trying to do with that.    they seem to be invested in marrying people like megan off to people.  i think i accidently got caught in an arranged marriages interested people.

i hate to tell you this, but it seems like i am being forced to keep bringing up gateway and kari jobe. i have moved way way way past that 30 minute experience.   i do not want to live in a world where you show your face on tv for 30 seconds and then can never escape. like i hope these people dont think it is funny or that they are doing me a favor by forcing their story back to me. i moved on a long time ago. but it is almost like they need me or something.  but that is not how things work.  if you need another person but take them against their will, i think it is kidnapping abduction. 

i think you know they are going to kill me. make it look like an accident.  just kinda sad it had to be because of dilbert and megan. and their fear of how they are treated because of her skin color. i dont think getting killed because of the consequences of post slavery is probably worth it.   i hear obama drowns people in shallow water.   they are asking people to die so they can live. how about no.

i would be angrier. but i cant really be angry. because i think these people are the kind of people that can hide in your attic but you will never know. they could live in your attic the entire time you are there, and then after you die, they will still be able to live in the attic, mooch off of you, and you never caught them. i think they are kind of a little bit extra strong. not in a good way.  i remember i said like 10 years ago i think i said they reminded me of a parasite looking for a host. kind of like the barnacle on the substrate.  10 years later, they are living up to my guess.  i hate to remember that but it is kind of like they live up to the barnacle on the substrate thing.

i kinda see harry megan trying to stand next to me, holding my beheaded head.

this is why i say, if a group of people struggle with equality to such a degree, i think the natural course should take its place. this is also a self own.  but what i just said you may not be able to understand.

i used to not have issues in the public, but as more people came along, and i guess tried to find their place in the world, i dropped a few social statuses. probably to garbage status. 

like , i see their group as the weaker link, but that they are hitting out hard to avoid extinction.  

but i can see a path where they are able to thrive in the uk.  but to be honest, i dont think william or charles would want that. but william would be the only one that matters on that.  if he would be ok with harrys tribe making a life in the uk with him

harry should be able to do what he wants, but i think william will block them. like he probably did for the last few years.  that was a burden to the public that you all didnt move forward. 

i have also heard though that william goes motorcycling in disguise. so i do think it is possible things could be different than it seems. but i also kind of wonder if william has been to the u.s. to travel around in disguise also.  

i see the positive side of doing that but also see possibility of that kind of thing being sort of on the not so positive side for the public. 

if my parents were alive, i would probably live with them. or be with them to try to help myself out with the whole being kicked down a few social statuses.  i think i told you i think my mother was kind of taken out.  

recently i was wondering about the charter schools. these are a newer kind of school. that opened in 1991.  they are supposedly schools for people that wouldn't do that well in traditional school.  but sometimes i wonder if there are networks in the charter school that kind of led to some of the uprising in the u.s.    if you dont know there are publicly available videos, of people showing up to town halls. they claim to be regular people who are concerned about their families, and then at the end of their thing at the meeting, they also reveal they are in the "cia" or whatever.  from kind of like charter school community kind of people. 

i think i kind of understand. you would hope harry would want to go to the uk to live the life there. but they will not want to live there. they will want to live in the u.s. and in the u.k.   they have probably been faking everyone out and harry and william plan to make the u.s. a permanent house party.   kind of a desecration.   i would like to see harry and his family disappear in to the castles of england. but they wont. 

i think megan had a good life , career, and husband before. that most people in the u.s. probably respected her for. but now they are in a place where they are asking for too much.  if they want a house party and hybrid living. with no standard of when they are satisfied. their satisfaction rate is always changing. they are not satisfied until their foot is pinned against peoples necks and stuff.   because the inequality is a thing.  if they are last, they instead are going to be first, by pinning their foot on your neck.  the last thing i would say about them, is i guess people will probably need to watch their children for rape or overlording people. my guess is one or both may  struggle with it.  but hopefully not and will just be able to date people normally.  

i dont completely agree with everything is this video. but this video is an interesting opinion on generations. looks like they didnt really start grouping generations that much until 1946. in some way, everyone born after 1946 may be in some cruel experiment.  this video doesnt really even take race or things like that into consideration either. this girls point of view is something i am familiar with. then there is the eeoc thing that i think megan represents.  and in my opinion they are crowding everyone out now. and kind of taking double portions. somehow i think you will understand what i mean. if not, thats ok.   https://youtu.be/YVfNNPnxVu4?si=Yeai76C75Jh0o9lX

i do think that harry threatens my personal safety in the u.s.  finding out that they go around in disguises is kind of not good. makes you wonder how many times they have been near you or others in a disguise.   i get the feeling they have been like right around the corner from me in a disguise probably many times. because 10 years ago i was like  i hope they dont get married on twitter.  and they didnt let it go i guess. 

i did you all a favor saying you should live in castles.  i would like to tell you. i think it would be a positive situation. but i think there is some kind of cultural problem that you will have. where you wont want to live in europe like that.  or physically be able to because you will physically reject it.  that is kind of a problem. it is almost like there is some kind of haywire  in the culture you live in or whatever it is that will cause the physical rejection.  

im against trafficking basically. 

also , i dont want to be involved and dont want harry following me around. it is kind of making me angry a little bit.  i kind of dont think i have anything to do with you. 

you people feared "my rise"  and would have been insulted by "my rise" so much, that you had to do all of that and get to the point of being prepared for retirement in my face, before you would let me "be over you" or something. i am actually not sure what you were afraid of.

the internet and social media kind of remind me of. like some thing.  for example, if 50 people walk in to internet/social media with the same idea for a career. the internet/social media,  kind of seems like it will look at all 50 people with the same idea then choose who gets to be "the one" to use the idea for a career.   so , all these people put themselves online. but they dont know they are getting blocked. because the internet knows there are 2500 other people with the same idea so there are 2501 people with the same idea. the internet blocked 2500 people to give the idea to the one person it chose. does that make sense.  

this is why grimes and I cannot be friends.  because she took steps to prepare for retirement while taking steps so i would be stuck somewhere. you all need to understand, that i do not know any of these people personally. they could be bad people. and they hide. so grimes true opinion of me could be that she did things secretly to keep me stuck and at the same time she prepared for retirement.  i am not foolish. i know that she would not want me to have even one date with elon. even now. at a place where she is prepared for retirement. 

but when i got online, i did not know who elon, grimes, or donald trump were. 

you need a "screw someone over to prepare for retirement" meter on the internet.  every day counts. 

does this guy on the internet look like he is screwing people over to prepare for retirement ? 

i was looking for a video about L.A. but didnt find it. but basically it is about how this one girl gets 100 phone calls a day asking for dates or things like that.  i didnt know L.A. was like that.  but to me it kind of changes my view on people that live in L.A. . if they are living there and getting hit up for 100 dates per day.  their way of life is not average. it may harm others if you dont know about their lifestyle.  this is something i am not able to explain completely right now.   but i think grimes lives in l.a. and probably gets hit up like that every day.  but on the internet she looked like she was really really down. 

one thing interacting with the media has shown me, is everyday life for people who do not live in the media is different than for people who live in the media.    

kate middleton is not going to like that i say this, but i read that she started dating william in 2001.  there was also a rumor that britney spears was possibly going to date william. so, i mean very seriously, i never considered kate middleton and williams relationship as a factor in why britney started to deal with problems, but like, was everything that connected that william being interested in britney could have gotten her destroyed by kate middleton and her family.   and i say that because i am actually wondering, did kate middleton have something to do with keeping me in a time warp. i am dead serious. that would be some crazy skills.  all of it is surprising to me too, because the internet is not that old. and film is not that old either. but back in the 90s, it seemed like film and media were second nature, like they had been around forever. but actually they havent.

to me, in 2015, after getting messed over in the media, i kind of became aware of the english family. i thought they seemed nice and pretty much existed as celebrities.   i thought that arrangement was nice for them.   kind of hybrid government arrangement.  but the rumor was that they were just celebrities , that they did not make decisions on government things.   i am just telling you what the rumor was.

it used to be that in politics people debated each other. i thought rubio was that kind of person.  i am not sure why these people think of me as a politician. but if you see me as a politician. i would have preferred to have been invited to a stage to debate you. instead of being a hostage.

im kind of scared my grandfather knew someone involved in this. he was in the building industry for a while. i wonder if he made someone mad a long time ago and that is why they attacked me? not sure.

i do think i am in a trafficking ring. no one will admit it. to me it is the only thing that makes sense.

i met a guy recently that said he was trafficked but that the traffickers kept their distance. i didnt understand what he meant completely. but he suggested they trafficked him for photos videos and things like that to sell. 

i remember when i did the volunteer thing. everything was fine. then shortly after i woke up to what i thought was some kind of supernatural fornication experience. but actually, it may have been being drugged and waking up to rape then not being able to stay awake and passing out again.  i was disappointed this happened and it is one of the main reasons i disappeared. it is kind of like i am still there in the bed that it happened.

something that is alarming to me. i didnt put those things together until a day or so ago, but i remember kelly told me she went out with someone and woke up to being raped on a date.  then this later happened to me. was she suggesting it would happen to me? and maybe it didnt actually happen to her?

i had never been through anything like that.   but after meeting kelly, strange things happened.  she seemed like a perfect person.  but are these people actually traffickers or something pretending to be something else?  or is it problems because of people she knows? 

the saddest part is you are so territorial you dont want me to have a fond memory of idaho.   its either because i was against oman   or it is because of justin beiber. 

are you going to be territorial with washington next?  i already told you it is illegal to chase people around,  to make them stateless.   but i think you are beasts. 

i hear donald trump is not doing that well so i keep wondering who is in charge.  

giving people money is nice and everything but who are you going to make stateless next.  is it me?  or bill gates.

you guys didnt give me any money. i know that isnt the point. but i didnt get any money.  the stuff i am dealing with today is 3 years of going through the system to try to get assistance.  from 2022-2024 i had a job and paid for most things by myself.  so you cant take credit for the assistance. you cant be the one saying you gave me money. 

if you will stop making people stateless, that would be a good start. 

i deal with issues, it is the only reason i wound up in idaho. i had an apartment with keys when i went to idaho.  but it seems like you all are scared that i liked idaho.  i am kind of tired of this immature type of thinking.  you are scared that i liked idaho then you went to politics to run me out of idaho?  that seems illegal.  

it kind of seems impossible for trump to be antichrist because he is not physically well. because he falls asleep. the sleeping antichrist. seems impossible.

if anything, they were attacking my job in 2022 to 2024.    i didnt know at the time but famous people were suing the company i worked for, putting pressure on them. etc. i did not know. and also, they went through some kind of restructuring when i worked there and i basically nearly lost the job and almost didnt have a title for several months. that means for a long time, i logged in, with no actual assignment. but i got paid for logging in. i barely kept the job for about a year or more. 

they want me to say i went to idaho by mistake.   they dont want me to like idaho. that is the point today.

ok ok i went to idaho by mistake. ok ok.

at this point i am starting to wonder if trump and melania are going to move to idaho themselves.  that is what im saying, it is territorial.  you could have moved there  and not run me out also.   maybe we could have both moved there.    

melania, you are much older now. i am not sure if you are aware that you dont look like you did when you were 20. 

one thing i kind of wonder about is stephen colbert saying trumps father was not born in germany. was stephen colbert implying his father maybe did not have pure german ancestry? if so, what was his father mixed with and is trump actually american mix breed.  i do wonder. 

i am not interested in actual politics. so i am not sure why you are using politics against me. i am a homeless  person who is registered for mental health services. i dont take regular showers? i literally go months without a shower sometimes? 

if i had the job you do or the salary , i wouldnt be worried about homeless people like that.  dont you have better things to do? 

but like at the end of the day, even though people are fighting over ownership of the u.s. , i feel stateless just like others probably as they fight for the land or whatever.    i am someone from the u.s. who felt they could travel freely but i think there are people born in the u.s. who do not think they can travel outside of the u.s. freely.   i am someone that felt i could travel freely though.  if you want to make a comparison.  

these people are fighting to be recognized as the true descendants of the united states. in that process people are starting to feel displaced or actually be displaced.   but in my opinion indigenous and migrant slave thing  are not even the only owners of the u.s.   to me i think i kind of see it like that everyone has moved past that, and its just like everyone is part owner now. kind of . i didnt think about it very long.

its kind of scary though because when they challenge everyones citizenship   people could possibly become stateless    

and that is basically overthrowing the government in my opinion

if you want to make another comparison, i am not someone that would have challeneged someones citizenship.   i was even kind of 50/50 on illegal migration.  like it is inevitable but you should control illegal migration if it becomes dangerous. 

i am telling you that is what i thought before. i think things are different now.  grimes may have moved on but for some reason i stayed in the picture.  she doesnt have to like me. but i left the situation in 2021 kind of out of respect for grimes. 

that is what i am saying it is not easy to explain. because these things happened a long time ago. but because i stayed in the picture for some reason. i guess longer than grimes did. 

even though i thought everyone had moved on until i found out what i found out in 2024. to me, it looked like everyone had moved on. 

the tech sector is responsible and the 1965 laws in the u.s.   like i dont have it all figured out, but ten years ago i was saying it seemed like the tech sector deliberately skipped americans for the industry.  and that industry turned out to be kind of the highest paying and better industry. because no americans were enriched by the industry, americans were left behind and now american congress members are going missing for sikh.  maybe they used the enrichment of the tech sector to run from caste. you know.

i guess like, elon musk should know, that there are people who do not appreciate you exploiting or usurping americans for indian origin people.  it was your choice to have the children you do, but not every one agrees with what you did.   you dont probably know this, but most likely shivon doesnt even want you to have any other partners. including grimes.  so your final stop was shivon. and that doesnt include grimes.   but now congress members are missing for sikh. 

 i kind of sometimes wonder if the tech sector thinks the buildings are only built for them, or things only exist for them.  but like i think the economy has been around for a long time and has not always been only tailored to the modern tech sector.

but also, i think this guy should know that i dont understand  megan and harry dynamic in the u.s. but i think they think they are in charge in the u.s.  in kind of an immature way, that kind of wants to turn other americans in to their servants, lower than them kind of thing. 

i heard what he said about the middle east, but this guy probably would want to know that megan and harry are bigger than your concern about the middle east.  like when you say the middle east will come over the to the u.s. if the u.s. ignores it,  harry and megan are bigger than that. like the focus is not on you or the middle east. it is on harry megan.

he is from new jersey. it is wierd to see him as a representative of israel.  you dont see a bunch of americans repping for other countries much. so that is unique.

i apologize though, the harry megan family obama all of that   is not the ideal family type in the u.s.  i apologize.  you will be in a pretty bad battle trying to force everyone to sleep with people they dont want to sleep with. 

as far as i go, you dont need to worry about me. i can find people on my own.  i always did. just stay out of it. 

you have the task to celebrate the african lady who gets to live in this video. and also not forcing people to sleep with people they dont want to. 

but i just looked for this statement didnt find it on the internet easily.

you should stop esteeming the hip hop music industry.  they traffic everyone and will probably go for your children too. 

you could literally torture prisoners of war by putting them in a room forced to listen to hip hop and put those artists in there to traffic them.  like ravenlore said "no mercy" 

i do think people are tired of being exploited for hook up culture. like kate , for instance, if you start to feel burdened by selenas relationship with william, it could be that you are being exploited for their hook up. 

ya i could definitely say i hate you now william  and when i say hate i really mean it.  because this segment looks like trafficking row.   i wonder how many people get slaughtered in your basement now.  i know about the things that go on in basements now. 

like dead eye   to  your eye  hate you 

and he looked at me.  and i looked at him.  and he looked at me. and i looked at him. and he looked at me. and i looked at him.

instead of trying to push everyone to conjugate with people they dont want to.  maybe you can be the first one to build the modern chastity belts. 

i kind of dont understand why you folks dont remember what my own father looks like.  

i think the english family probably needs to reckon with their own history. maybe someone from portugal can confirm if the english family married in to african ancestry. 

and no kate, i am not trying to take william. but i will say that it seems like other people will try.  that is the day and age we live in. high pace man stealing. it is really true.   sometimes i think your family would be better off as regular civilians and just kind of like celebrities.  

you kind of give the vibe that you have freedom but that freedom includes ignoring the government.  it is wierd to export this kind of thing when they still have a bunch of social problems in the country they are from. 

if they start fighting you about discrimination, they still have social problems in the country they are from.  doesnt make sense to me. 

so i apologize to all of you for making that decision. and i am skeptical of the people who think this suffering or this situation of mine is the best thing that ever happened to them. 

why did things turn out so different going to option b. than they would have gone going to option a.  if i had gone to option a   there would have been no way to become well known.  that probably means something .  but in option b    it turned in to a 12 year long vehicle ride that had no stops   option a would have been a 30 minute drive somewhere then i could exited and have gone about normally to other things    its like i got on the wrong vehicle   and it unfortunately didnt stop for 12 years.  i meant to get on the other vehicle that was a 30 minute trip. 

i actually had several bad gut feelings about choosing option b    but i ignored them  and chose option b anyway

think ellis island kind of thing 

i always thought of the u.s. kind of like ellis island 

didnt question who lived here because it was up to customs enforcement to approve people to live in the u.s.  i just left it up to customs enforcement. i never thought about who lived here. 

so that is how i feel i was able to live in a place where there were all kind of people and never thought about who lived here     i was just like yea there are people from many different cultures that live here and they have community places sometimes   sometimes not 

for example, any kind of cultural town 

i just looked it up on the internet and they seem to be called " ethnic micro neighborhoods" 

i didnt know ellis island was used for detention. i am talking about the "immigration era"   i am finding all the phrases online dont worry. 

i personally would have never considered someone who was jewish because i figured they only married each other.  they are attractive people.  but they may be selective.   but because i know their culture is very separate    

so culturally i dont think of them as partnering with people other than jewish people

like i can see ashley st clair screaming at me right now   

but that is the point

shes very hand combat kind of person  

i think the united states is dumb enough. that if there was time traveling technology, that the crips and bloods would someone get access to it.   that is what i am talking about how some of this stuff is very very dumb but amazing at the same time. 

did you know that there was a treaty in the united states between "crips and bloods" ?  deeeennnnnggggg 

you are duuuuuuummmmmbbbbb

The historic 1992 peace treaty between the Bloods and Crips : NPR

the violence mysteriously went down in these communities in the 90s and 2000s but mysteriously increased for everyone else.   

and believe me, i know that marco rubio  does not see himself as the same as me.   which is not something that i expected. i kind of expected him to be more kind of like someone that saw himself as the same as anyone from central or south america kind of thing.   but he doesnt see himself that way.   and it turned out my father also was not able to do that.    he instead wanted to do whatever he did.  there is some kind of like hyper status thing he was after. by only associating with the wives and children that made him look good i believe. 

i am concerned though that now that there are mixed race people from every nationality in the u.s.   they are demanding to kind of traffic mestizo people 

  i was telling you about how some of the parents seemed to try to marry their children off before 18.  mostly likely all of this will be like parents trying to traffic mestizo children for their own children.   it would be horrible   

if you think people do not know that you want to try to force  marry your half caucasian / half indian origin kid        you are mistaken  

 or your half caucasion/ half african origin  also known as mullato these days       you are mistaken  

etc  any nationality  that would try to traffic 

the mestizo people dont want to be trafficked. 

 that girl dana culton somehow got my phone number to all of these different places.      

maybe you are thinking about when you leave office  when you leave office if i see you on the street i will be like, oh there you are  and walk away. 

i dont see you as a mortal enemy mortal kombat 

however i do disagree with banning the caste system 

and 

proud boys 

and your hiding that you actually like  blm dei and trans impact it has  on places because it protects you

and fixed elections 

i still am not sure people up there are not hostages  or clones     but it does seem like it is them and they are just not the kind of people others want them to be 

i saw jill biden show up  recently and now it seems like everything is getting more violent?  what? coincidence? 

from a power point of view, because i dont know much about things like that, but from a power point of view, i dont understand why people fear african americans so much. unless they control the u.s. military or something. i hear the military in africa is not very advanced. what is going on with that.

the u.s. has been diverse since the beginning. When European settlers first arrived in North America, they encountered Native American tribes who had called the land home for centuries.  that includes folks from the mexico region also.     

i kind of see the proud boys as trying to kill people  kind of like the settlers did 

this article is interesting. i didnt know this about california. but i cant say that i would side with the latinos they are talking about because of tribalism also. i hesitate to post this article because everyone is going to try to say this or that about it. but the reality is there is this issue. and also i am not from california so i am not the same as they are.  Largest Discrimination Cases In California Are Mostly Latino Against Black Employees

this kind of lawsuit i dont think is for everyone. i am not trying to be mean but i dont think everyone can win this kind of lawsuit.  and these people seem to be winning millions. Black Woman Wins Massive $366 Million Racial Discrimination Payout Against FedEx

but seems kind of like a stain on the person that win this kind of lawsuit also 

she kind of reminds me of someone that would try to find me in person    

instead of talking about blm and trans   i probably should have said that i noticed ashley st clair was going for me in the videos and talks a lot about blm 

she is escalating my situation personally   so  i think she is probably evil or something not sure

you can basically ruin anyones life with blm stuff  accusations and things

so now that i think about it    it seems like i am being attacked by blm again   but this time it is ashley st clair 

and if she was attacking me behind the scenes the whole time    then basically it is blm with the noose around my neck  

there are generation problems going on.   the whole grouping generations is a newer thing.   to me  putting people who are 15 years apart  in a group as a generation creates too many problems.  i think a generation is more 5 to 10 years   or should stop labeling generations     because they did not do that before    people would just tell you their age     maybe 10 years would be ok maybe 7      for example, right now, generation x age range is 44 to 59.  i bet the people who are 59  do not appreciate competing with people who are 44 

if a generation was 5 years, someone who is 59 would compete with someone who is 54   its a lot better

they were talking about killing the woke mind virus     all i did was move to washington for homelessness    

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i think earlier i was like, oh well, ashley is a wife. maybe she will leave people alone now. but then i saw she will reach out to hailey. which will be ten fold suffering for elon.

i spent five minutes learning about ashley and could tell pretty much right away she wanted to be a permanent wife. 

dont jewish people still practice monogamy?

i spent five minutes learning about ashley and could tell pretty much right away she wanted to be a permanent wife. 

i avoided ashley until recently. i usually avoid stuff until i cant avoid . not sure what happened to bring ashley st claire back up. but now that i took a look at her, she has a wierd face profile. she wan t people to talk about her appearance  i guess

spends millions probably to hide the fact that he is only a speaker type. and that he may actually care about ashley, for example.    i think people are through with you.  sending mis information.  would be better to say nothing. 

i am not sure if it is a saying, but there is a thing about where.  if you tell lies and keep telling lies, eventually you wont be able to keep them straight. 

my opinion is there is nothing more that shivon or ashley st claire would want, than for elon to completely forget and not care about grimes, etc. maybe others.  and they probably want him to hate his son x.   but the worst part about it is that elon doesnt realize that. so , survival of the fittest i guess.

those two girls also happen to have israeli heritage. and so it is new to me, that they compete directly for non israeli men like that.  i must be very very old school because the last i knew israeli people married only other israelis.

elon now has several israeli children      which is concerning to me about why did it turn out like that, when just a few years ago he only had children with one person. i told you all it seemed like he was trafficked. and he then ended up with many israeli children?  like, i am scared.

people dont come to the united states to have children for world peace against their will.  the united states is not a place for things like that.

his son x should probably stay with grimes and her family and not be whipped around from woman to woman .  if grimes is still alive. you never know with these folks.

i had other plans. not to be followed around.  i was always panicked about being followed

i probably wont respond to other things like this if they come up.   but i would like to say that the guy i was talking about in the rideshare. he sounded like he was from ireland.  he could have been from scotland or another place with similar accents. 

but you guys dont need to take what i write too seriously i think

this reminds me of medieval mudslinging 

the lines have been blurred pretty bad to allow companies to do things like this to individuals if that is happening. 

i do wonder if i am being sent fake stuff like this.  so i will share it with you to show you what i see regularly. 

also, fast food is too expensive for a lot of people in the united states right now. so i do wonder about that. i havent gone to taco bell in several years. i went once in the last five years or something. 

but this kind of is what i was talking about that when everything went downhill in 2012, 2013.  flying back in to the u.s. felt like landing in isis territory. 

i think she is actually competing to be with elon. and she is going for the "jugular"   i hate to bring grimes in to it. but i think grimes did the same thing to me.  didnt give me the light of day. ashley st claire does the same.   i was interested a few years ago. but he didnt ever send me a DM.  i stayed on twitter until late 2021 i believe and I left the account there and the DMs there to give him the opportunity to send me a message. but he never did. so to me, the case is closed. 

you cannot refute what my lifestyle was before. and i will bring my father in to it also. you cant refute what his lifestyle was before either.   then as soon as i made a mistake to try out for the media     i think i have been trafficked in some way ever since.

 that is why your chasing me around is so ridiculous to me. 

the tate brothers, i dont think they need my support. i would recommend that you build your own social network that doesnt include me.  i think there are plenty of people that probably like you and stuff. 

they have children and stuff so they are way ahead of me 

but this seems a lot like madonna pressure  for everyone to go black 

so if they proud boys are active, then that changes the story a lot. and i feel bad about everyone re emerging in 2024/2025. 

i guess the tate brothers would be involved also

i reject any direct incites of violence.   i hope none of you guys are gonna send someone out to beat me up in the streets like the poland spring water.

where does the line get drawn between what is your responsibility and others. is it your responsibility to confront me ?  if i were on snl i would not read a script that incites violence against someone in my position. i would probably quit before doing so.  

i dont think i care about harry and megan like some of you do. i am not generation z.  but even generation z is turning on the things they were taught to do.  did anyone ever realize a major fashion item of generation z is the mens hawaiin shirt that men and women both wear. did anyone realize gen z men and women dressed almost the same. even the hair styles.  they are nearly aging out of the workforce, and no one ever said anything about that stuff.  what was all the hush hush about? 

it makes me uncomfortable to think that i said something about monarchies and it turned in to a narrow focus on megan and harry.  that is scary to me.   i think they have wasted enough of my time. 

i remember madonnas like a prayer video where she promoted interracial relationships but kind of suggested it be rapid.  i never did agree with madonna. 

im just telling you the facts of my perspective. it may anger you but that is what i thought. 

i kind of feel like i became stateless. and the problem with stateless people is they get all of the attention. so i think you pay attention to me because i am stateless.  i am not telling you what to do please. 

i am not sure how to explain it  but i remember several years ago   it just seemed like monarchies were accepted but kind of figureheads   only 

i would say my life went downhill  in 2018 after the traffic stop and accident 

if they wanted to kill me though i think they can   not sure why they half killed me 

no offense to comey  but its wierd to see you at the beginning of this problem and see you still in the problem 10 years later  and find out you took a vacation for the 10 years in between      seems like a retirement age  mystery  

they half killed me comey      you are still there? 

i heard an interview from an epstein survivor recently. she said they want to kill her  

socially first , emotionally and personality second and physically third 

i never thought about it but you guys did kill me socially 

i would never accept trafficking. i apologize.  

maybe that is why they half killed me. because they knew i wouldnt accept it.

with him being a supreme leader over there now.  i see no path to being his friend or being in that guys life like i was up to 2020.      

i hope they will accept that he is a supreme leader over there now  and i hope grimes will take her place to accompany him over there.   i dont know grimes but it seems like she keeps out of the picture  on purpose  but to me, it is obvious now that she is his partner and their path is together as he becomes a supreme leader in asia.   they also both are not u.s. citizens  or natural born. 

 i think it will be cool for grimes to accompany him as supreme leader in asia. but there could be some jealousy and they may not want grimes over there with him. with him being a supreme leader over there now.  i see no path to being his friend or being in that guys life like i was up to 2020.      he is going to make a lot of money in asia because of what he did.

that would be impossible to deal with. 

but he is not the supreme leader of the u.s.   so that is good. 

justin bieber: not a us citizen

rihanna: not a us citizen

elon musk: not a natural us citizen

grimes: not a us citizen

there should be some recognition of the fact 

that means the us citizens need to stop pitting these foreigners against me 

i remember a long time ago i thought it seemed like a bad idea for the soccer teams to criticize the white players for in equality. i probably said it differently back then. but you saw them start to claim there was inequality in the teams and i said they shouldnt do that. then you see them circle around to paypal   and seattle is somehow involved   in first time deals     dei may be valuable to liverpool   and seahawks 

i think DEI still takes place in seattle    is liverpool and seahawks depending on DEI   with paypal merger  

maybe this is hypocritical to be against dei then secretly seek cities that support dei 

i regret living in a place that is like this    too much attention 

seahawks are looking for a father figure in paypal i dont know?  carrie underwoods activism supports seattle nonsense because of the sports teams 

i get this strange feeling that justin bieber would like me dead.  and if i were to die, he would say, that person went to heaven.  he would give a eulogy and say  , that person, we watched, they had a bad life, but they will go to heaven.   justin bieber has put himself in this kind of situation.  he is eulogizing everyone already.  this guy scares me really bad.   he acts like peoples lives are already over  but like the person is just trying to live privately over there and maybe just had a bowl of oatmeal or something.  and justin bieber thinks badly of them and is eulogizing them already.  but the guy is like  eating a bowl of oatmeal   looking at justin bieber wondering why he is eulogizing people who are not dead but just had a bowl of oatmeal 

he has weird lips and i forgot he dealt with paralysis

if i ever met a modern templar knight that thinks they can legally kill people not sure what i would do   i have wondered about that for awhile since getting involved with the religious people. just ask shannon and alyssa , i or we were not religious before. but since i met them i am like wondering if they have secret people that think they can do that        i dont think it is widely known about    

i have done nothing but try to get away from the religious abuse since day one of this situation

i think this ashley st claire girl is the cherry on top of the movement   she may be a templar knight too     it seems to be a fringe belief system

everyone affiliate with church somehow, you gonna have to kill a lot of people you dontz think is living right 

templar knight kind of thing is new to me   i never met people that acted like that until the television thing 

i heard that some of the business owners are getting shady calls about unpaid taxes. and some of the follow up calls are that they sent the business owner letters  but the business owner is saying they didnt get the letters.  

it reminds me of what happened to me several years ago.  when i got vague calls about things and then my life fell apart. 

like i moved from seattle before  when they were trying to do something political       any stuff like this    is kind of like seems like a political  statement and like i would  want to move  because of it    but at the same time  i do not think i understand united states culture anymore.  i have heard that there is some movie business here   but   i have never seen any of it     also legally blonde prequal was filmed in british columbia    why base it in seattle  and also   the girl that is cast    does she have a particular look they were going for     she kind of reminds me of a particular kind of girl   but i dont want to spell it out 

i feel very sad for you if you do not know that people notice if you move together

her daughter did drive all the way from austin 2 to 3  hours away to pick up possibly fifteen dollars or less from me like i told you when i was 8  so i am not sure if they had any money

how was i supposed to know that you would meet that guy and that i needed to warn you about that guy ?  that is what i mean when i say he is one of the people that seem to be entitled to manipulating others. 

i dont know michael dell or like michael dell enough to talk to him about texas. 

i dont really know where she was coming from saying that.   she was only in her 30s or 40s at the time 

this kind of hidden thinking is damaging 

that is horrible 

i think i know now where  the opportunity of the millennials went   it was taken because of multigenerational glitching and overlapping   

there are articles that explain some generations were trained for careers that never materialized.   i think the millennial generation is the most recent victim of that. 

when you think about it like that, that people are being trained for careers that will never materialize,  then that is a scam. 

every time rubio says something like "insane in the brain"   maybe he thinks it is his birthright ?   i dont think like that. 

insane in the membrane came out in 1993. i guess marco rubio would have been in early twenties then. 

like, are males like rubio killing people to keep the spotlight

Live updates: Rubio warns Iran’s ‘insane in the brain’ leaders; Indiana, Ohio primaries underway

i have unfortunately learned the hard way that people will murder for a life like this. all my brother wanted was a family and a business like this. rubio is in it for his family. https://www.tunota.com/entretenimiento/esposa-de-marco-rubio-edad-y-quienes-son-los-hijos-del-senador-republicano-2024-11-14

i had a bad feeling when i came back to the u.s. with my laptop and phone from china. geez.  i am serious.  i actually sold the laptop and then i remember trying to visit the store i sold it to sometime later , not that long, and it was gone or out of business.  

at this point though, i didnt think about it until now, but would it have been out of business because of being in a different timeline.  

i dont really believe in that theory. 

but yea, you may want to assume that i may have been seeing different things on the internet than you for 10 or more years.   i didnt really start to use the internet until 2015.  its kind of crazy to think about.  

i used it in school obviously but not very much. 

that is what this kind of internet suppression reminds me of. 

i actually remember hearing they did something to the internet supposedly to make it more equal for everyone. net neutrality. but it looks like its actually bullshit.

if i found out the leader of a different country was controlled by a robot not sure what i would do

i hope ten years later he is not still worrying about me. especially since i was not online for half of a decade. 

time does not stand still.  but if i was offline for half of a decade. and you somehow manage to catch me five years later ,  time is standing still for them.   i dont know what is going on

at this point i would want to meet joel smallbone to find out what he would like to say  for following me around    but moriah may be against it because she will think i want to flirt.  thats what happened the first time

but being stuck in someones life like that    she was still interested in building a career    i was dragged along    it is an abomination i think 

i was dragged a long while she built her career ?  but i have not seen anything she has been in. with exception of the clip i just posted or a couple of music videos. 

it does seem like it doesnt matter what your skin color is currently. if you have a narrow nose, you are maybe a higher social status. 

seems like bone structure before skin color. 

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i really am starting to question what actually happened to me before when people made calls to my employer that ended up getting me fired. the details of who called me and who called my employer are vague.   my car was also repossessed. and even on that one, i am wondering if someone that i knew that just kind of hated me faked the repossession.   could it be possible that someone could send a tow truck to take your car? 

this all happened simply because i showed my face on a tv somewhere.   at this point, my tv career involves:  showing my face 

there are people that question her limbs. in this video it looks kind of suspicious what is bending on her leg beneath her. https://youtube.com/shorts/46Pa7xtOHRo?si=spuYO3YQr63wtcwS

https://youtube.com/shorts/4Y-LIsirZ8A?si=7IQY6rl2iFlCfj8l

but i do think if some of you keep coming for me directly it may be that i will need to meet you in person with some security. you folks all didnt graduate from highschool. but you all have followed me around like you want to lay your hands on me. ok, if you want to lay your hands on me to compensate for your lack of education ,  i would like to meet you in person.  thats all it seems like you people are. just like you actually want to use your fists.  it really does seem like that is the only thing you are. like if there was a list of items that you are composed of, i think the only thing on the list would be blank stare, fights people with fists.   that goes for a lot of you. 

i think selena gomez is pretty enough but she has a weird bone structure.  i was trying to be nice years ago.      but at this point, i think it is ridiculous.   so if youve got the proof you can send it over.  

here is a video of selena performing at the victoria secret fashion show. she is a pretty, but you can see 45 seconds in that her body structure is not like a victoria secret model body structure. https://youtu.be/QUjkC42GDB4?si=5XszjGU3PaURQaXJ

taylor swift however does look like a victoria secret model body structure.  https://youtu.be/F8wTeX4GqYc?si=5ZBboraGI66Gzldl

i really cant trust the folks that were putting pressure on the industry at the same time britney spears was being destroyed. 

people are just people including carrie underwood. this girl sang a religious song. but we recently found out that the song was written by someone else and that person that wrote the song mysteriously died in a plane crash. 

carrie underwood isnt her real name either i dont think.  but carrie underwood reminds me of katy perry.  in that.   they are just the body for the characters. the  character is designed by other people.  

i think carrie underwood knows that i do not like her. but she keeps kind of putting on a nice face in the media i think to act like she doesnt have a problem with me. which is dangerous for me.   i kind of see her as someone that has put on a face for years but has been stabbing me hardcore.   

like carrie underwood is one of the reasons i have taken a second look at the way things run in america.

 shes just kind of hate on wheels to me.   it is a phrase. hate on wheels.

are they worried about the sports? that would be also a territorial dispute.  religion doesn't have anything to do with worrying about their interest in sports games.  there are several states with sports teams.  

are you worried about me living in one of those states  so  i wont interrupt your attendance at the sports game? 

i dont like this girl so much that i dont care whether she lives or dies.   this is not uncommon.  it is normal in a persons life for you to consciously know of people and you do not care if they live or die. that is a normal thing.  carrie underwood is one of those people to me.  i am telling you that to illustrate that i do not care about this person. 

i would rather associate with laura loomer because she is closer to my age than the people doing the fake shootings. i think it is very uninteresting to watch a fake shooting. 

laura loomer. i didnt know about her until last year. but i wonder if i was blocked from facebook and instagram like her. did ilan ohmar have something to do with getting her banned? i wonder if they did the same thing to me. and i didnt even know the whole time. i just saw this video.   but laura loomer, when i saw her last year i thought she seemed nice enough. its sad to see the video. i did not have that kind of reaction to being blocked from facebook.  i am in the process of trying to get them to close my account.  i really hope they didnt block me from facebook and instagram and then leave my account active, and also allow people to post on my account.  i dont have the definition for that, but that seems defamatory if they kept the account active and let people post on the account kind of in an defamatory way.  i havent seen the account, but i wouldnt be surprised if people attached that profile to something crazy.  my cousin zoey was able to include my profile about a missing person report.   for anyone who cares , that report i think was trolling.  because i had reached out to family members including zoey for help when i went homeless  but they ghosted me.  that report was around the same time i started to struggle.   and couldnt figure out my own life.   i would say to laura loomer your life isnt over, even though that was from six years ago.  but i would say your life may be over if you befriend donald trump currently. dont do it girly girl. https://youtu.be/owYgF4RbNlA?si=e8TAYjysgBrOCgo9

and yes, i thought he could have a future with grimes.   the only reason i am saying this now is because it seems no one can escape these things.  the world peace campaign still is in everyones face.  i think elon was basically abducted a few years ago by the english family to be pimped out to all these people for world peace. 

but its too late now, the president of the royal society did not realize what was happening. they want to expel him for bad behavior. but to the president, elon was being pimped for the last few years right under your nose. he is a victim.  you should expel him so he wont be pimped anymore. not because of bad behavior.

dude, i did not know who these people were several years ago. but i would like to imagine the next presidency where someone else gets elected.  and not the scenario where england takes over the u.s.   they dont deserve to take the u.s.   englands economy is horrible.  also, because of the declaration of independence. also, another situation where i am not the only one on this.  but there are others that say "great britain is isolated only because everyone is running away from them" 

to me, the u.s. has been beyond the days of genocide.  also,

the u.s. is beyond the days of great britain.  there  were many other european countries involved in the settling of the u.s.  

also, the english family never came forward to reveal anything about their ancestry. so in reality, if they are mixed race people, they are trying to take over the world.  which would be interesting to me.  all the history is like one way. then you find out they are mixed race?  that would be crazy. 

im concerned they killed everyone that used to go to frys.

i live here my whole life then suddenly when i turn 33 or whatever people are like you cant live here whatever whatever with the  phones

my grandfather  he had a satellite business. but one time he pretended to be someone else and called people trying to get information about something. he recorded it i somehow was able to hear the tapes. 

lets go this way. lets go that way.  lets go this way again. lets go that.. wait, are you ready to make a deal yet?

but if the challenger was a movie stunt, the assassination attempts are a movie stunt, we may very well be being conned by people that dont graduate from high school.  it may actually be the stone age. all the people faking assassination attempts or space, if they are faking that stuff. it is the stone age.  

also, there are people that believe the world population is actually 1 billion. 

i saw a clip of someone saying that we do not live on a planet, so there is no horizon. what does that mean? 

it may be time for you all to explain what it means if you say we do not live on a planet, so there is no horizon.

having a roommate from japan

having a roommate that was indian origin

having a roommate briefly from the dr congo

having a roommate that was from thailand

going on a school trip to the czech republic, slovakia, and austria

having a friend from taiwan

have a friend from somewhere in asia i dont remember

living and working in china

visiting mexico for less than 96 hours

going to a college where there were international students

going to a highschool where there was one indian origin and one korean individual

actually also, meeting a north korean escapee

stopping over in airports

you may need to watch out to make sure they arent using those people