after discovering that my most vulnerable moments became somebody else’s punchline, i confront betrayal, humiliation, and the fear of being the last person to know. if i’m already the fool, i might as well tell the story myself. #yolo 

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what if feeling everything is its own kind of torture? in this episode, i explore grief, vulnerability, and why i'd willingly enter a Saw trap for the chance to live without emotions.

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sometimes, being seen feels like water in a desert... and sometimes, you realize it may have only been a mirage. in this short episode, i reflect on vulnerability, rejection, and the exhausting hope of continuing to reach for connection... even when it hurts.

also, thank you for 2,000 downloads. every listen, every share, and every person who has taken the time to hear my words means more to me than you know. here’s to 2,000 more. :)

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sometimes rejection doesn’t feel like rejection. sometimes it feels like confirmation.

in this episode, I unpack a closed door, a dead phone, dating in atlanta, and the strange ache of wanting to be seen in rooms that don’t know what to do with you. it’s about gay loneliness, desirability, femininity, shame, humor, and the exhausting performance of trying to be wanted without losing yourself in the process.

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i haven't talked about love in a while, not because I found it, not because I hate it, but because i think my feelings got tired of trying to understand it. this episode is about love, betrayal, friendship, romance, mariah the scientist, and realizing that sometimes the people who say they care about you can still be the ones holding the knife...

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hi guys! let's not act like this is something new with me being away. ANYWAYS! in this episode, i’m talking about men, brotherhood, and the weird fear that shows up the moment male closeness looks a little too… close. from game chats to coming out to the performance of masculinity, i’m unpacking why men crave other men’s approval so deeply... and why being honest about that might be the thing they fear most. 

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what if the stuff we call “entertainment” is really just modern-day performance?
in this episode, i talk about Baddies, reality TV culture, and how Black pain, chaos, and humiliation keep getting packaged, sold, and consumed for profit. 

this isn’t about canceling anybody. it’s about waking up.
if this makes you uncomfortable… good. press play. :)

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this wasn’t planned.
it just needed to be said.
maybe it’s me.

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i know, i know, i've been doing a real bad job with this relationship we have... i feel like an avoidant boyfriend (not like i don't have any experience with one haha.....) anyways, hopefully this is a good summary of everything that you've missed regarding me and i hope santa got you something this year. <3

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i don't know who's out of their minds at this point... me, you bitches or B.O.B? oh well, i guess we'll find out soon enough. sorry for the vulgar language but sometimes it's necessary. 

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a candid dive into my mind of push-and-pull with intimacy, control, and the art of letting go. from craving solitude to longing for a love that keeps its distance, in this episode i explore what it means to hold on, set free, and wonder if the bird that's prone to fly will ever come back.

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Young Thug titled his album Business Is Business, and I recently encountered a conundrum with the phrase.

What does it really mean? Is it survival… or selfishness? In this episode, I discuss how this mindset manifests in real life, from friendships to work, and why I refuse to succumb to the loser mentality. 

Business might be business, but we're human at the end of the day. 

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in this episode, i’m talking about how lust became the main character in today’s dating scene. i'm not condemning, we’re human — but let’s be real: standards are disappearing, mystery is dead, and it feels like love is on back order. is this just a culture shift… or a romance recession? let’s get into it!

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it’s been a year since i cut out something that was rotting me from the inside. the healing hasn’t been pretty—no clean stitches, no fast recovery. but i made it to the other side!
this episode is me taking the bandages off. still bruised, but finally breathing.
swipe in, lay back, and let’s dissect the aftermath. scalpel, please! 🧑🏽‍⚕️

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hey mim members! (idk) in today’s episode, we’re getting real about something that’s been bothering me for a minute—the way the gay community has become so shallow and surface-level. from hookup apps ruining real connections to onlyFans culture pushing body image struggles, we’ve normalized a way of life that’s more about validation than authenticity. why is it so hard to find genuine friendships? why does desirability feel like a competition? and when did showing your body become the only way to be seen?

if you’ve ever felt like you had to change yourself just to be noticed, or if you’re tired of the shallowness, this one’s for you. let’s talk about it.

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wow, i can't believe i hit 1,000 downloads. here's my personal thanks to each and every one of you, i hope you all are enjoying this little project i decided to start myself... hopefully it grows even more than i imagine. thank you, thank you, THANK YOU! i don't even know what to say, but hopefully this helps.. bye! 

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some people support, and some just watch—but in the words of mariah...why you so obsessed with me? 🥲 in this episode, i dive into the weird energy of people who lurk but never engage, "friends" who lowkey compete, and how even family can be on that same type of time. oh, and did i mention my cousin called the cops on me? yeah, it gets messy. let's chat.  #maybeitsme

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so proud to announce that we are now on YOUTUBE! ahhh *screams* thank you guys so much for supporting me and making me feel a little important, make sure you check it out and tell me what you think! :) more videos are coming soon!!! after years of silence, we’re finally sitting down to have the conversation we never had… until now. ja and i were best friends for 10+ years, but something changed, and our friendship fell apart. in this episode, we’re breaking down what really happened, sharing our sides of the story, and seeing if we can find closure.

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well, well, well, i'm back again. on a roll now huh? 😂 in this episode, i’m talking about the fear of judgment, cancel culture as the new-age stoning, and why we’re all so scared to admit our shit stinks. I share my own struggles with social media trolls, addiction to external validation (yeah, I said it), and what it took for me to stop performing and start being real.

it’s time to let go of the fake personas and embrace what makes you you. being yourself isn’t embarrassing—it’s your biggest flex. tune in, laugh a little, reflect a lot, and maybe post that thought you’ve been holding onto.

because the truth is: NOBODY has it all together, and that’s okay! 

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in this episode of Maybe It’s Me, i unpack the difference between being seen and truly being accepted. from societal expectations to challenges within the queer community, i explore how these dynamics shape our sense of self and relationships.

join me as i reflect on the impact of masc-for-masc culture, femme-phobia, and the journey to embracing authenticity. let’s make 2025 the year we create spaces of true acceptance—for ourselves and others. listen now! *heart*

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As we wrap up 2024, this episode is all about reflecting, surviving, and thriving through the end of the year. I’m diving into how to protect your peace during the holidays with tips on setting boundaries and navigating family drama. We’ll also revisit the cultural reset moments that defined 2024—spilling ALL the tea on the biggest trends and scandals. Plus, I’ll share my personal "Maybe It’s Me" confessions about growth and self-awareness. Tune in for laughs, lessons, and a little clarity as we close out the year! :) (Giveaway instructions posted on my instagram @MAYBEITSME.US)

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well, well, well... as soon as I think I'm coming back like Jordan in his flu game, life always wants to show me that an ass-whooping has no name on it, especially regarding me. come listen to my hectic life update with the addition of a new segment: MAYBE IT'S YOU! a text-hotline where you can talk about whatever and whoever with anonymity and have the chance of it being shared with my input and advice to help you. maybe it's me, maybe it's not! ttyl! :)

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let's save the theatrics for the next episode, it's time for business. thank you for waiting but i am OFFICIALLY back! *rubs hands like birdman* 

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there's no introduction, no description, let's just get into it. special shoutout to you, you know who you are.. hope you enjoy! (:

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in this episode, I deep dive into the evolution of music and explore how it transformed from the golden eras to today's hit-or-miss landscape. from the impact of streaming and social media to the role of technology and changing listener habits, I break down the contributing factors that reshaped the soundtrack of society. whether you're a nostalgic lover of classics or a fan of the latest chart-toppers, this convo will hit all the right notes. *winks* tune in and discover wtf happened to music?! hope you enjoy :)

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hey! i just want to send my condolences for being so nasty and so rude last week, y'all didn't deserve that. because of that, i decided to let you guys in on what makes a REAL LOVER cave in! (even though there's way more that i left out)  plus, the love island reunion is right around the corner, so this is on par with this week, enjoy! :)

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it's mercury retrograde so i have nothing to say. this week's episode is yap-filled on who's going to hell in my eyes, hope you enjoy!  :) 

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I want to say sorry in advance if I don't sound the best today. I am running off one hour of sleep and have been up for 36 hours.. help me. Today's topic is accountability! Here, I discuss how life throws curveballs, but I also have to own up to the part I play. I hope you enjoy it! :)

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it's so confusing to be a g(ay boy)irl! i wish i had more than 4,000 characters to talk about the feeling that roots from my bones on my hatred for men, but hopefully.. this 20-minute episode helps explain why for you!!!

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Ok, I admit it! I take full accountability this time; IT'S ACTUALLY ME! Please forgive me in advance and hear me out. *walks away dramatically*

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SHDFGOIKL! We're finally here!! What better way to be grateful for a new start than to reflect on loss? Tune in to hear about my relationship with the hunk of a man, loss, and a short yap session on how to process your Ls and turn them into Ws. 

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