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  <title>Voicemails: To My Younger Self</title>

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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Ale aka my New York mother sharing stories of God restoring wholeness, value &amp; beauty in the midst of brokenness.   Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional, sexual and familial abuse. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Ale aka my New York mother sharing stories of God restoring wholeness, value &amp; beauty in the midst of brokenness. <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional, sexual and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Ale aka my New York mother sharing stories of God restoring wholeness, value &amp; beauty in the midst of brokenness. <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional, sexual and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail How do I see God as my father when I didn't get to experience the fullness of an earthly one?  Al and I got to discuss the reality of grief and loss at such a young age. And how there truly is hope for healing, as well as a church family eager to embrace us in our loneliness.  I pray you find hope in that you too, get to live a life with no deficit. ]]></itunes:summary>
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    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p><b><em>How do I see God as my father when I didn&apos;t get to experience the fullness of an earthly one?<br/><br/></em></b>Al and I got to discuss the reality of grief and loss at such a young age. And how there truly is hope for healing, as well as a church family eager to embrace us in our loneliness.<br/><br/>I pray you find hope in that you too, get to live a life with no deficit.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail How do you define the bond with a family you were not born in to?  I got to listen and learn from Jess as she shares the nuances of her story of adoption.   Rejection, abandonment, identity &amp; redeeming friendships.  I pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p><b><em>How do you define the bond with a family you were not born in to?<br/></em></b><br/>I got to listen and learn from Jess as she shares the nuances of her story of adoption. <br/><br/>Rejection, abandonment, identity &amp; redeeming friendships.<br/><br/>I pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today.</p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p><b><em>How do you define the bond with a family you were not born in to?<br/></em></b><br/>I got to listen and learn from Jess as she shares the nuances of her story of adoption. <br/><br/>Rejection, abandonment, identity &amp; redeeming friendships.<br/><br/>I pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Can you celebrate Father's Day without having a father to celebrate?  Leon &amp; I discuss just how Father's Day has evolved from being a day we would once dread - to becoming a day full of gratitude &amp; purpose.   I pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p><b><em>Can you celebrate Father&apos;s Day without having a father to celebrate?<br/></em></b><br/>Leon &amp; I discuss just how Father&apos;s Day has evolved from being a day we would once dread - to becoming a day full of gratitude &amp; purpose. <br/><br/>I pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today.</p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p><b><em>Can you celebrate Father&apos;s Day without having a father to celebrate?<br/></em></b><br/>Leon &amp; I discuss just how Father&apos;s Day has evolved from being a day we would once dread - to becoming a day full of gratitude &amp; purpose. <br/><br/>I pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail For many, Father's Day can often be confusing or difficult to process. How can you celebrate your dad if he wasn't around? Maybe he passed away or walked out on your family. Perhaps he was physically present, but failed to fulfil the role of a father in your life...   Jordan &amp; Tom discuss how Father's Day can evolve from being a day that many often avoid - to becoming an opportunity to celebrate fatherhood and appreciate those who have stepped in as role models, ment...]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>For many, Father&apos;s Day can often be confusing or difficult to process. How can you celebrate your dad if he wasn&apos;t around? Maybe he passed away or walked out on your family. Perhaps he was physically present, but failed to fulfil the role of a father in your life... <br/><br/>Jordan &amp; Tom discuss how Father&apos;s Day can evolve from being a day that many often avoid - to becoming an opportunity to celebrate fatherhood and appreciate those who have stepped in as role models, mentors, and father figures. <br/><br/>Tom opens up about his dad suddenly passing away when he was just 8 years old, watching his mother raise 5 kids as a solo parent, and how Father&apos;s Day has evolved for him.<br/><br/>We pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today.</p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>For many, Father&apos;s Day can often be confusing or difficult to process. How can you celebrate your dad if he wasn&apos;t around? Maybe he passed away or walked out on your family. Perhaps he was physically present, but failed to fulfil the role of a father in your life... <br/><br/>Jordan &amp; Tom discuss how Father&apos;s Day can evolve from being a day that many often avoid - to becoming an opportunity to celebrate fatherhood and appreciate those who have stepped in as role models, mentors, and father figures. <br/><br/>Tom opens up about his dad suddenly passing away when he was just 8 years old, watching his mother raise 5 kids as a solo parent, and how Father&apos;s Day has evolved for him.<br/><br/>We pray this conversation reaches those who need to hear it today.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Irene Deen.   The woman who made me the man I am today.   Thank you for everything ❤️   Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as drug abuse, physical threat and familial abuse. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Irene Deen.<br/> <br/>The woman who made me the man I am today.<br/> <br/>Thank you for everything ❤️ <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as drug abuse, physical threat and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Irene Deen.<br/> <br/>The woman who made me the man I am today.<br/> <br/>Thank you for everything ❤️ <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as drug abuse, physical threat and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Sarah Radford...The 7th Avenger I'd say! A rather heavy conversation as Sarah shares moments and experiences from her childhood - growing up without a dad whilst actively trying to pursue a relationship with him. My gosh - I wasn't ready for this...  Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional and familial abuse. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Sarah Radford...The 7th Avenger I&apos;d say! A rather heavy conversation as Sarah shares moments and experiences from her childhood - growing up without a dad whilst actively trying to pursue a relationship with him. My gosh - I wasn&apos;t ready for this...<br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Sarah Radford...The 7th Avenger I&apos;d say! A rather heavy conversation as Sarah shares moments and experiences from her childhood - growing up without a dad whilst actively trying to pursue a relationship with him. My gosh - I wasn&apos;t ready for this...<br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:author>Jordan Deen, Sarah Radford</itunes:author>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 10 Dec 2021 01:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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    <itunes:season>1</itunes:season>
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    <title>Are You Proud Of Me Dad? - ft. Jon Toms</title>
    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Oh wow! Jon Jon Jon Jon Jon!! Jordan sits down with the most well connected man in the world for a bit of a candid convo about identity, affirmation and belonging. Jon also gives us a heavy insight into the world of being an influencer for Quality Street chocolates. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Oh wow! Jon Jon Jon Jon Jon!! Jordan sits down with the most well connected man in the world for a bit of a candid convo about identity, affirmation and belonging. Jon also gives us a heavy insight into the world of being an influencer for Quality Street chocolates.</p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Oh wow! Jon Jon Jon Jon Jon!! Jordan sits down with the most well connected man in the world for a bit of a candid convo about identity, affirmation and belonging. Jon also gives us a heavy insight into the world of being an influencer for Quality Street chocolates.</p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:title>Where Was My Dad? - ft. Robby Lewis</itunes:title>
    <title>Where Was My Dad? - ft. Robby Lewis</title>
    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail 5th Voicemail - and this one features no small conversation. Jordan joins Robby Lewis for a real DMC on being children of divorce, what being a dad actually means - and their true excitement for Spiderman - No Way Home! ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>5th Voicemail - and this one features no small conversation. Jordan joins Robby Lewis for a real DMC on being children of divorce, what being a dad actually means - and their true excitement for Spiderman - No Way Home!</p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>5th Voicemail - and this one features no small conversation. Jordan joins Robby Lewis for a real DMC on being children of divorce, what being a dad actually means - and their true excitement for Spiderman - No Way Home!</p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <itunes:title>Nothing Like My Dad - ft. Leon Jan</itunes:title>
    <title>Nothing Like My Dad - ft. Leon Jan</title>
    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Voicemail #4 - This time Jordan sits down with his role model, hero, mentor...oh and cousin Leon Jan for a real transparent heart to heart convo about the reality of growing up without dads. This one takes a few sharp turns from serious and sensitive to big laughs!  ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Voicemail #4 - This time Jordan sits down with his role model, hero, mentor...oh and cousin Leon Jan for a real transparent heart to heart convo about the reality of growing up without dads.<br/>This one takes a few sharp turns from serious and sensitive to big laughs! </p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Voicemail #4 - This time Jordan sits down with his role model, hero, mentor...oh and cousin Leon Jan for a real transparent heart to heart convo about the reality of growing up without dads.<br/>This one takes a few sharp turns from serious and sensitive to big laughs! </p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 19 Nov 2021 01:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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    <itunes:title>Ashamed Of Dad - ft. Kelly Richardson</itunes:title>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail Third episode - and we're back! Jordan interviews super close family friend Kelly Richardson to chat through what it was like growing up with dads they were both absolutely ashamed of. Funny stories, embarrassing stories, sad stories...This conversation certainly goes a little bit all over the place.  Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode mentions drug abuse. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Third episode - and we&apos;re back! Jordan interviews super close family friend Kelly Richardson to chat through what it was like growing up with dads they were both absolutely ashamed of. Funny stories, embarrassing stories, sad stories...This conversation certainly goes a little bit all over the place.<br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode mentions drug abuse.</em></p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>Third episode - and we&apos;re back! Jordan interviews super close family friend Kelly Richardson to chat through what it was like growing up with dads they were both absolutely ashamed of. Funny stories, embarrassing stories, sad stories...This conversation certainly goes a little bit all over the place.<br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode mentions drug abuse.</em></p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 12 Nov 2021 00:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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    <itunes:title>Abandoned By Dad - ft. Sam Sethi</itunes:title>
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    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail In this episode, Jordan interviews Sam Sethi to talk through his wild story having been left on a train as a baby, only to be found and picked up by THE Mother Theresa, taken back to her orphanage in Delhi and then adopted by an Indian couple from the UK.   Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through the challenging topic of abandonment. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>In this episode, Jordan interviews Sam Sethi to talk through his wild story having been left on a train as a baby, only to be found and picked up by THE Mother Theresa, taken back to her orphanage in Delhi and then adopted by an Indian couple from the UK. <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through the challenging topic of abandonment.</em></p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>In this episode, Jordan interviews Sam Sethi to talk through his wild story having been left on a train as a baby, only to be found and picked up by THE Mother Theresa, taken back to her orphanage in Delhi and then adopted by an Indian couple from the UK. <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through the challenging topic of abandonment.</em></p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 05 Nov 2021 08:00:00 +0000</pubDate>
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    <itunes:title>Forgiving Dad - ft. Jacob Zaccharia</itunes:title>
    <title>Forgiving Dad - ft. Jacob Zaccharia</title>
    <itunes:summary><![CDATA[Send us Fan Mail First Episode!!! WHAT?! In this episode, Jordan interviews Jacob Zaccharia to talk through their own personal journeys and battles surrounding forgiveness and traumatic fatherhood experiences.   Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional and familial abuse. ]]></itunes:summary>
    <description><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>First Episode!!! WHAT?! In this episode, Jordan interviews Jacob Zaccharia to talk through their own personal journeys and battles surrounding forgiveness and traumatic fatherhood experiences. <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></description>
    <content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><a target="_blank" href="https://www.buzzsprout.com/1878474/fan_mail/new">Send us Fan Mail</a></p><p>First Episode!!! WHAT?! In this episode, Jordan interviews Jacob Zaccharia to talk through their own personal journeys and battles surrounding forgiveness and traumatic fatherhood experiences. <br/><br/><em>Listener discretion advised, as the content of this episode talks through challenging topics such as physical, emotional and familial abuse.</em></p>]]></content:encoded>
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    <pubDate>Fri, 29 Oct 2021 08:00:00 +0100</pubDate>
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